Posts with tag #music

Mature Love | Stronger Together: The Soundtrack

Author: Estrella Rose
Tags: #thriller #romance #detective #crime #music
Hello, my sweet estrellitas! I know I disappeared from sight for a while and wasn't gonna show up at all. So, in order for you not to think I'm not active anymore, I wanna publish one of the soundtracks from my book series "Stronger Together". I spent a lot of time choosing what to post, but in the end, I decided that my next song would be a little sad. I want to introduce you to "Mature Love", a soundtrack from "The Sins Of The Past". Book 1 from the series I mentioned before. This song was written approximately at the same time as "Toxic Closure", a song that I published one month ago (by the way, you can go to my YouTube channel and listen to it if you want). This song tells us a story of a character who is not the lead. It's about the recurring character – a woman who lived a wild enough life when she was young, and she's committed lots of sins. They are the reason why she still has to pay for them, even if it's been almost 20 years since the day she did the worst thing in her life. "Mature Love" is about this woman's love for a man who literally pulled her up from the bottom and became a shoot of the sun in her life. The one who didn't care what she did in the past and loved her for what she was. Their relationship started at a mature age and wasn't what the younger characters of this story had. It's much quieter, deeper, and more true. It seems like two lonely people met each other, gave a loyalty pledge, and should've lived happily ever after. But alas, fate had different plans for this couple. They weren't destined to be together. And the woman thinks that's the cost of her sins and the life she lived at her young age. After I finished working on "The Criminal Diaries", I fully focused on music for my book series and started a new project that I talked about on my accounts. It's called Against The System, and it's dedicated to the music band from my series. I've created a separate YouTube channel (ATS_Official1) for them to post all the things related to them. I cannot give you more information yet, but I can say that I'm going to publish Member Introduction videos very soon, as well as their first PRE-DEBUT single. Don't worry, I will tell you more about it soon. Just wait for a while. So, follow news on my accounts and website, subscribe to the channel, and choose your crush. Thank you for your attention! Have a nice day! Love, Estrella Rose. Mature Love (English): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sp5O6ztFgco Read more

Toxic Closure | Stronger Together: The Soundtrack

Author: Estrella Rose
Tags: #music #update #ai #writing #song
Hello, my dear readers and those who passed by! I haven't been too active lately, but believe me, I did have something to do and started working on something very interesting that I can't wait to show you. Of course, it's not a new book, but it's something cool, too. But we will talk about it later. But now I want to give you a quick summary of the news. First, I decided to change the design of all my accounts (by the way, what do you think of it?). Second, I couldn't get rid of this thing and replaced the covers of all the books from the "Stronger Together" series. Yes, I did it again. As for the design of the accounts, I was just tired of the previous one, and I wanted something new, fresh, and beautiful. And as for the covers... Actually, I just wanted to improve the quality of the pictures, which weren't good at all. But it somehow happened that I eventually got brand new covers. Maybe, only the background changed, but still. What do you think of these new covers? Do you like these new ones or prefer the old covers? And I have another piece of news – a publication of the new song from the series. I didn't actually plan to do this, but then I recalled that my debut song "Help Me Breathe" was going to celebrate its second anniversary (you can listen to this song on my YouTube channel). And so, I am ready to introduce you to the song called "Toxic Closure" that became a soundtrack for the book "The Lost And Forgotten Memories" (yeah, I guess it's been a while since I posted a song for other books, but "The Criminal Diaries"). I have added the lyrics of this song to my work called "Stronger Together: Song Book," where I have all my songs. I wrote this song back in the summer last year alongside more tracks that I still want to publish (but I still don't know when the time comes). In "Toxic Closure", I want to broach the topic of happiness of freedom from a toxic relationship, which the hero of the song is madly happy to end. It tells us about how it got him exhausted rapidly and brought him to a certain boiling point. To the moment when he realised that he was done with it! When the hero finally managed to find the strength to break this vicious circle, ignore the one who was sure that she would press on him again and again. He managed to break free before a certain toxic poison destroyed the victim. Though it's sometimes madly hard to do it for one or another reason: love, an addiction, fear, affection, or anxiety. And after this, the hero didn't break down. He didn't withdraw into himself after the pressure he was put under. He became much stronger. He learned to understand people. He broke contact with those who didn't prove their loyalty with no regret. And he started to appreciate freedom much more. So much that it became a problem to some extent. However, next to the right version, even a fear of losing control of your life and ending up at the mercy of someone who loves to assert themselves at the expense of others can go away slowly, so that the person can feel beloved and happy. Thank you for your attention! Have a nice day! Love, Estrella Rose. Toxic Closure (English): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6bI5rZeha0 Toxic Closure (Russian): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjm8-esPhRE Read more

Stronger Together | Stronger Together: The Soundtrack

Author: Estrella Rose
Tags: #thriller #romance #detective #crime #music
Hello again, my sweet estrellitas! I didn't think I'd come back so soon after yesterday's post about finishing the book "The Criminal Diaries". But actually, I was planning to publish a song to celebrate this thing. And I decided not to change my plans, and I'd like to introduce you to the song with the same title as my entire book series – "Stronger Together". I have added the lyrics of this song to my work called "Stronger Together: Song Book," where I have all my songs. "Stronger Together" was written a very long time ago, I think back in May or June 2024, when I just started to learn to work with Suno and came back to writing my own songs. And it was waiting for the moment to shine this whole time. Although the English version was generated with a model that doesn't sound good now, I decided not to change it at all. The lyrics are simple enough, typical for songs like some anthems of strong and sassy people: "We're strong, we're unbeatable, you all will bow to us", but they tell the whole story of the entire series – the characters fell and rose, fought and reconciled, lost and won, but they always stayed together. The meaning of the song is that unity and courage are the key to everything. That there's nothing impossible when you have someone who is ready to get through fire and water with you. This song is actually supposed to be performed by the band "Against The System," which consists of the male lead characters from the series "Stronger Together" at the end of the final chapter. But... Honestly, it doesn't fit them at all... It's too simple, too typical, and it's actually not heavy at all. The concept of the band was unclear for a long time, and I didn't know which direction they should've gone. I only knew they should've played rock music. But now, when I finished working on the book "The Criminal Diaries", I started to reflect on the way these guys should sound. That's why I replaced the title of their debut single in the book "The Lost And Forgotten Memories" from "The Story About Us" (a typical anthem of friendship and unity) to "Electric x Magnetic" (by the way, you can listen to both of these songs on my YouTube channel). So, I don't exclude that "Stronger Together" may remain just one of the soundtracks of the series/the book, and the men perform a different song in the final chapter – I can write something specifically for this or actually remove any mentions of it. However, all of this doesn't matter... And by the way, what do you think of the idea of making "Against The System" a separate AI music project made by me? And who would be your favorite member among these four members? Thank you for your attention! Have a nice day! Love, Estrella Rose. Stronger Together (English): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUtS6UxmMRg Stronger Together (Russian): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8p9OX-M42i8 Read more

All That Remains | Stronger Together: The Soundtrack

Author: Estrella Rose
Tags: #thriller #romance #detective #crime #music
Hello, my sweet estrellitas! Actually, I can publish two songs for Chapter 47 from my book "The Criminal Diaries" that I released today. But now we will talk about just one of them - "All That Remains". I have added the lyrics of this song to my work called "Stronger Together: Song Book," where I have all my songs. I consider this song one of my favorites, and I was waiting for the moment to publish it. And it's one of the tracks, working on which was much easier than most of them – I wrote it super fast and didn't spend too much time generating it in Suno, even though it was hard to choose between several good variations. Well... I mean the English version... I had to spend much more time on the Russian version (Why ain't I surprised?!)... However, there are still some issues. But we can all close our eyes to me having two left hands and the fact that pasting pieces from different versions of songs is obviously not my thing, and just enjoy/express disgust? No? Well, okay (sob, sob)... Alright, it's fine... By writing this song (which is performed at the beginning of Chapter 47 by the character himself), I showed that the male lead character, who was a little crazy (if I say it softly) throughout the book, especially in the middle of the story, stopped running from his past and stopped denying everything that gave him a strong psychological trauma. He used to prefer to pretend that it didn't happen to him and tried so hard to suppress his feelings related to that trauma, but now the man tries to accept it and learn to live with what can't be fixed. He doesn't say everything is forgotten, everyone is forgiven, and everything is in the past. He is in the process. He just started it, and now it's a matter of time. Nevertheless, now the lead male character wants to learn to live with his nightmare from the past and face it bravely. Because... Before he let himself (to be clear, before someone "helped" him) come back to the roots, his relationships with people hadn't been good due to his mistrust and expectations of some bad tricks. There were many problems... There was much suffering... But he's gotta move on and think about his life. The guy does understand it, and he is ready to do this. Of course, with the help of those he loves and is afraid to lose to death. Thank you for your attention! Have a nice day! Love, Estrella Rose. All That Remains (English): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40midRRrznM All That Remains (Russian): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyhnDj6Mln8 Read more

Monster With A Criminal Soul | Stronger Together: The Soundtrack

Author: Estrella Rose
Tags: #thriller #romance #detective #crime #music
Hello, my sweet estrellitas! Last week, I promised that I would publish a new song from the book "The Criminal Diaries". And now, I am thrilled to present to you my new work called “Monster With A Criminal Soul”, a dark, aggressive track that is much heavier musically than all of my previous songs. As I hinted before, this song is meant to play in Chapter 31, during the lead male character’s nightmare scene, where he fights the dark forces hunting for his soul. I wrote this song back in the summer after watching the animated movie "K-Pop Demon Hunters" (yes, I love watching animated movies when I’m bored – and what?!) and hearing the songs from it. To be clear, “Monster With A Criminal Soul” was inspired by the tracks “Takedown” and “Your Idol”. After hearing them, I immediately thought I wanted to write something dark, grim, and aggressive. And by the way, I can tell you one little secret: this song has an opposite version that focuses on the male character's light side, not his dark one. I’m not sure if this song really creates tension or makes you feel like you've got wet pants, but after hundreds of attempts to find the right title and lyrics, I ended up with a pretty solid text, to which I added some Latin phrases for the first time. I was choosing the music from several variations and ultimately liked this one. Originally, I wanted both male and female vocals to perform it. But I got kinda busy, messed up the prompt. And in the end, almost all the parts were sung by male voices, plus a couple of choir inserts and even something like female vocals. I also wanted some verses to be rap, but that didn’t work out like I wanted. Anyway, this song fits the nightmare scene perfectly. It's a story about the monster that the lead character himself is. About the confrontation between darkness and light within him. And in this case, the darkness is ready to claim its trophy, even if the last sparks of light desperately try to break through the impenetrable veil and wake him up from the nightmare. And although the song sounds as if it exists within the character’s dream, it actually reveals his dark side. It reveals the fact that he is not so sweet and fluffy, after all. However, even all of his actions and crimes have an explanation. There is a reason why he is what he is for readers of "The Criminal Diaries". The problem is that the character himself does not want to understand himself, to reflect on his past, or to accept who he is. To accept the part of himself he has rejected for almost his whole life. Even if there is a threat of remaining a monster in the eyes of everyone forever. A monster with a criminal soul, a defect in the eyes of the entire world. Love, Estrella Rose. English: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjUTiVzl__Q Russian: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JL9XW48WS_I Read more

CTRL+X | Stronger Together: The Soundtrack

Author: Estrella Rose
Tags: #thriller #romance #detective #crime #music
Hello, my sweet estrellitas! By posting this unplanned post, I would like to tell you about a new soundtrack released in honor of my birthday. It’s called "CTRL+X" and became the soundtrack for "The Broken Hearts Story" from the "Stronger Together" series. This is one of several songs I wrote back in the spring (one of these songs is already published and called "Electric x Magnetic"), but I could not find the right moment to release it. According to my idea, this song plays during one of the scenes in Chapter 18 of this book, for which I wanted to write something for a long time. AI helped me a little by coming up with the song title and an approximate concept. After that, I wrote the lyrics and generated the music, which took quite a lot of effort back then due to the model issues, since it sometimes generated bad results. Even though the result is not perfect (just like always, huh), I’m still very happy with what I created and consider this song one of my personal favorites. By the way, I’m presenting not only the English version this time but also the Russian version. I had to change several words after I'd generated the track already, and I’m not entirely sure how well it all sounds, even if I did everything I could and am trying not to focus on the things that I will probably fix someday in the future. But now, we have what we have. And I truly hope that you like at least the lyrics of "CTRL+X". By the way, in case you did not know, this keyboard combination allows you to cut selected text or elements in Windows. So, the meaning of the song is that someone can try to erase you, cut you, suppress you, and break you as much as they want, but you won’t give up and will keep moving on to reach your goal, no matter what anyone does. In this case, the song is sung from the perspective of young men dreaming of becoming rock musicians, who drive everyone crazy, and refusing to give up on their biggest dream, even if fate does not rush to help them. I'm saying goodbye now, but I'll come back soon since the publication of "The Criminal Diaries" is still continuing, and I'm planning to release another soundtrack in a couple of weeks. It's going to be really different from all previous songs of mine. Though it's the one I am absolutely in love with, I won’t hide it. And here's a little secret: it will come out closer to the end of December, some time before the New Year. Not much longer to wait. So stay with me and follow all the updates. Thank you for your attention! Have a nice day! Love, Estrella Rose. CTRL+X (English): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcXgm3wmEIw CTRL+X (Russian): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBqEpdnnQzQ Read more