For the Amusement of a Sinful Soul

What is his behavior like? Rational, aware, obsessive? How does he act? Nakahara is very intelligent and, combined with this, he is an aware yandere, though his methods are somewhat different from others. He will try to be around you as much as possible, spending time with you, talking, and keeping his distance. As absurd as it may sound, he manages to combine his intrusiveness with complete absence. This is done so as not to wear out his welcome. He senses the right moment to pull back temporarily. You won’t even notice the constant surveillance. Chuya is the type who will “keep an eye” on his love interest. To him, it’s quite normal; Nakahara is just ensuring that nothing happens to you. Or that you don’t escape. Nakahara will reject the fact of his attachment to you in every way but will eventually give in. As mentioned before, Chuya is intelligent, but his problem-solving methods are unique. Therefore, in some situations, he may be quite harsh, blunt, and lacking in tact. He tries to suppress this trait. He wouldn’t want to scare you off. Nevertheless, Nakahara creates a pleasant sense of security, making it seem like there’s nothing to fear with him. He understands this and will take advantage of it. He likes that you depend on him, and Chuya will enhance this effect. You will need him. How likely is it that he will kidnap you? Why not? You see, he has a constant fear of losing you. He’s insignificant to people; they always push him to the background. This causes him great pain, and if you were to leave… Well, Chuya would kidnap you and do so promptly. Moreover, the world is very dangerous, and he doesn’t want anyone to harm you. No one will dare touch you while he’s around, so the most optimal solution is to keep you close. Kidnapping you is the best option. But don’t worry, he won’t harm you; he will lure you to him, say, under the pretext of showing you something, and then take it from there. How difficult is it to escape from him? How does he keep you? How does he handle escape attempts? Nakahara will be extremely careful. Every action of yours will be under his watchful eye. But only at first. If you don’t attempt to escape and behave well, his vigilance will decrease. If you try to leave, he will find you. This will deeply damage his trust in you, but even after that, don’t expect to be released. Nakahara will blame himself for your escape, thinking he may not have given you enough attention. Who better than Chuya knows what it’s like to be lonely? Therefore, Chuya will spend more time with you. If you try to run again, he will install better locks on the door. Is that not enough for you? You’ll be punished. Chuya was so kind to you, trying to please you in every way, but you’re still trying to escape? Want to leave him? You’re selfish. Nakahara will mutter this, clenching his fists tightly. Chuya has suffered too much from loneliness. He will make you feel the same. Can you deceive him? Chuya isn’t as skilled in manipulation as Dazai, but he is very perceptive. You won’t be able to deceive him. Nakahara can sense when you’re manipulating him but might turn a blind eye; otherwise, his trust in you will be shaken. Is he lenient? Do you have privileges? What is forbidden for you? What are his rules? There are no specific prohibitions; he tries not to restrict you too much to make your stay in the house as comfortable as possible. However, he won’t let you go outside alone. He will always be nearby. — "Star, I’ll always be by your side. You’ll never be alone." Chuya will provide you with everything possible to keep you occupied. His presence may start to irritate you. At first, he will give you “breaks” by leaving for a while, but eventually, you won’t have that. You will always be with him. There will be an excess of attention to you. Nakahara does this not so much out of the ideology of “not leaving you alone” but rather from the need “not to be alone.” Another important rule is not to resist, not to try to escape, not to be stubborn, and not to act foolishly. Then everything will be fine. Nakahara has issues with aggression and fears losing control and scaring you. If it happens, he will apologize for a long time afterward, hugging and affectionately trying to make amends. Nakahara is one of those yandere who will be extremely caring toward his love interest. And while Dazai might allow for punishments, Chuya tries to avoid them, forgiving you a lot. But sometimes, he still has to. Punishment? He resorts to this very rarely. He prefers to lock you in a room alone for a day or a week, depending on your behavior. — “How does it feel? To be alone? Do you like it? Imagine the pain I felt.” He doesn’t want to see your tears, but at the same time, he will make you experience everything he has long kept inside. How does he deal with rivals? He kills. Simply and with style. Chuya is very jealous. Every person is a potential threat. The threat is either eliminated or kept away, like a small child. Like Dazai, he sees you as a naive little doll who somehow ended up in this mortal world, and he will protect this doll at all costs. You are not just a toy for the evening. You are valuable to him. He is obsessed with you and wants to completely possess you. Is it easy to anger him? Relatively. As mentioned before, he has issues with self-control, and no matter how hard he tries to keep himself together around you, at some point Chuya will explode and start smashing everything around him. You won’t even get a scratch; Nakahara simply won’t allow himself to hit you, but the dishes won’t be so lucky—he’ll break everything in sight, as is classic in such situations. At these moments, negotiating with him is a waste of time. He won’t hear you and, in his rage, is unlikely to understand what you’re trying to convey. Are you above, below, or equal to him? Due to his low self-esteem, Nakahara sees you as above him, but he doesn’t pedestalize you. Physically, he sees you as below. You are weak, but that’s not a problem because Chuya can protect you. He likes that. It’s another point on which you depend on him. Isn’t that wonderful? Does he need reciprocity? Will he try to achieve it? Yes. Nakahara craves it with all his heart, but he can’t shake the feeling that he doesn’t deserve it. Sometimes he harshly criticizes himself for your kidnapping, for his feelings, and he finds it even more disgusting that he feels no regret. You were meant to be together! Nothing else. Chuya would be genuinely happy if you loved him just as much! But if not, he will bind you to him, though he has already done that. You depend on him in many ways, and he damn well likes it. Is your willingness important to him? Definitely yes, he needs to know if you want it. Chuya doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable or, worse, harm you, and he generally wants to associate this process with something pleasant. For Nakahara, sex is not just a way to satisfy his needs, but something more. A way to feel you, to get to know you better. Something that remains just between the two of you. A way to become closer. Does he have fetishes? What are they? Touch. Nakahara often lacked something as simple as physical touch, and being quite starved for someone’s attention, he will crave your touches. A lot and often. Even a hug can excite him. Therefore, during sex, he will constantly touch your body and expect the same from you. Praise. Nakahara has low self-esteem, and this leads to this fetish. Chuya wants to know that he is important to you, that you are satisfied with him. What better way to convey this than praise? Tears. This sounds paradoxical given that he doesn’t want to cause you pain, as mentioned before. He really won’t cause you harm, but he will torment you. He likes it when you whimper under him, begging him to hurry up, or when you bite your lips until they bleed if Chuya is too fast and forceful. Clothing. He likes it when you wear his clothes, especially if it’s some oversized home t-shirt that hangs cutely on you, and if you pair it with short shorts. Chuya feels awkward admitting it, but damn, he loves it! And when you wear his hat… Will he use punishments? If he does, it will be edging. Favourite body part? He likes everything about you, but he especially adores your hands. They are so soft and pleasant to touch. Nakahara loves to run his fingers over your knuckles, to stroke or massage them. He enjoys kissing each finger. He finds your hands very aesthetic, and in combination with long sweater sleeves, even more charming. How does he feel about pregnancy and children? On one hand, very positively. Children fit perfectly into his vision of an ideal family. His intentions regarding you are very serious; he wants to build this ideal family with you. Chuya believes you would make a wonderful mother and wife—so delicate and petite. It would be wonderful to watch this day by day! You certainly won’t leave if you have children with him. On the other hand, Chuya understands that he would be extremely jealous of the children. He doesn’t want to feel like a second place again. Naturally, children will receive a lot of attention—your attention. And you belong only to him and no one else. So it’s a bit of a contentious issue. But if it does happen and you have children, he will love them very much. He will also watch over you, pregnant, even more. Most likely, he will take over many tasks like cooking or cleaning to ensure you rest and don’t overexert yourself. Even if you want to handle everyday chores yourself, it won’t be allowed—Chuya won’t permit it.