For the Amusement of a Sinful Soul

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Yandere profile. Osamu Dazai

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What is he behavior like? Rational, aware, obsessive? How does he act? Dazai is definitely the type of yandere who will behave consciously, carefully measuring each of his actions, at least until thoughts of you completely consume his mind. Even then, he manages to perfectly balance between obsession and calculation. Yes, he will be cautious not to scare you away, but how long can he maintain that? Most likely, Dazai will become more persistent over time. He won't let you go. He will constantly shower you with various gifts or invite you out for walks. No matter what, he will win your affection, and if not... well, that’s not important. To Osamu, you are a lamb who cannot stand up for yourself. You will remain such in his eyes regardless of what you do. He deeply believes that you cannot survive without him. You won’t manage on your own. You’re naive and lack his experience. Is that not so? He doesn’t care. How likely is it that he will kidnap you? The probability is very high. Dazai has lost people before and won’t let it happen again. Moreover, you won’t survive without him, will you? Osamu won’t resort to barbaric methods. He doesn’t need to, as he’s too intelligent; deceiving you will be easy. Dazai will plan your abduction meticulously. Everything will go smoothly, I assure you. The detective understands that you will be outraged at first, and that’s putting it mildly, but that’s not a problem. You’ll get upset a bit and then calm down. You will get used to it over time and realize how good it is with him. If necessary, he will calm you down. Holding you close and stroking your head, he will tell you everything is fine. In any case, you won’t be able to escape. You belong to him. How hard is it to escape from him? How does he keep you? How does he handle escape attempts? It is almost impossible. As mentioned earlier, Dazai will plan everything down to the smallest detail. He will install doors with the most secure locks and set up cameras throughout the house. Osamu will not allow his precious one to escape. He won’t be alone. He has eliminated all possible risks, but even if, by some miracle, you manage to escape, you won’t get far. You are outside the city. Dazai will easily find you and bring you back home, and he will certainly fix his mistake. Besides, why would you want to escape? You have everything here. At least, Dazai can provide you with himself entirely, so what more could you wish for? — "Sunshine, did you really want to leave me?.. What did I do that made you treat me this way?..” — Unfortunately, he will punish you for the escape, and it’s not that he won’t like it. No, Dazai will pretend it’s all for educational purposes, but in reality, he’s a damn sadist. He will punish you in the harshest way. And then, while tending to your wounds, he will gently whisper that it’s your fault and he simply had no choice. Do you understand? Can you deceive him? Nope. Don’t even try. In his eyes, you will look like a child desperately trying to fool a parent. It will only amuse Dazai. Osamu is an excellent manipulator, and you think you can deceive him? Foolish, he sees right through you. He will certainly resort to manipulation if necessary, but you won’t be able to do the same. I repeat, you won’t suceed. He might forgive such a prank the first time, but don’t think he won’t punish you for repeated attempts at manipulation. Only he can play the game here, and you must follow the rules of this game without question. Don’t like it? You weren’t asked. Is he lenient? Do you have any privileges? What is forbidden for you? What are his rules? Dazai doesn’t want to lose you. You understand the pain it would cause him, yet you still try to escape. This disappoints him. Therefore, you will not escape punishment. He will punish you for even the smallest transgression. He controls every step you take. Dazai is willing to make concessions, providing you with anything you want, except for things that could help you escape, as long as you ask properly. Want to walk around the city? Of course! But only with him and on the condition that you hold hands the entire time. If Dazai senses something amiss, you will immediately go home. There are no specific prohibitions. You can move freely around the house. Do whatever you want, but don’t Trūde to escape and Iveta him. This is the only rule. If you wish, you can cook something; he won’t mind as long as you don’t act out. Otherwise, he will impose restrictions on that too. Punishment? He loves punishment and will use the most elaborate methods to discipline you. — "Don’t be angry, my light, it’s for your own good." How does he handle rivals? Dazai will likely limit your interactions with many people whom he considers a threat to his most cherished possession. He will probably eliminate those he deems undesirable, though he won’t dirty his own hands, but he knows people who will do it for him. — “Oh, darling, your friend left you? Don’t worry about him; he’s not worthy of you, especially since you have me.” I assure you, Osamu will convince you that you were merely used and discarded. But he won’t do that; he will never abandon you. He will balance between excessive care and complete detachment. Is it easy to anger him? No. Dazai has good composure. Do you think he is angry when punishing you? That’s not the case. Don’t forget, this man was a mobster in the past, and he’s used to hiding behind a mask. Suppressing his emotions is easy for him. But that doesn’t mean he can’t be enraged. He can be, but it takes a lot to provoke him. Believe me, the punishment you receive will be even worse than usual, so it’s not worth the risk. You can tell he is extremely angry by his actions. He will constantly clench and unclench his fists, press his lips together, and speak in a measured and quiet tone to let you know you should be quiet. If you ignore his “signals,” you have only yourself to blame. — “Trying to provoke me? What do you hope to achieve, sunshine? If you want to die in such a ridiculous way, don’t even think about it. I’ll torture you with particular cruelty, but you won’t die from it.” Are you above, bellow, or equal to him? It’s hard to say; it seems like you’re below, yet somewhat equal. He sees you as a doll—naïve and foolish. Don’t worry. This doesn’t mean he will play with you and then discard you. No. Dazai admires you, sees you as pure and innocent, and he won’t give this superb, albeit broken, doll to anyone else. You are far from something to be used and thrown away. No. And perhaps it seems strange to steal someone who, in your eyes, is below him? But, as mentioned, the situation is not so simple. Osamu will protect you with all his might, but he would like to receive your gratitude in return. It’s not easy, you know; you constantly get into trouble, so you should be immensely grateful to him. — “You should be thankful to me. If not for me, your mortal body would have long been found in some ditch.” Does he need reciprocation? Will he try to achieve it? It would be nice if you loved him as much as he loves you. Dazai really wants reciprocation, but if it doesn’t happen, it’s not a dealbreaker. You already belong to him from head to toe, and that’s enough. You will love him sooner or later. Dazai will resort to manipulation; it’s not that hard. He will balance between your total isolation and his obsessive presence. You will have no choice but to become dependent on him. Don’t even think about pretending. Don’t try to act like you’re in love; he will see through it. — “I thought you were smarter. Sunshine, don’t disappoint me.” Is your willingness important to him? Firstly, Dazai doesn’t express his feelings adequately, so it will likely be through physical contact. He may also use sex as a form of punishment. Using the physiology of your body against you? Why not. Does he have any fetishes? What are they? Let’s start with the fact that Dazai is a sadist. Therefore, domination would be on his list of fetishes. He likes to have complete control over the process, seeing you beg and whimper beneath him. Bondage One of his fetishes. He will bind you expertly, enjoying how the rope wraps around your body. — “You look fucking adorable.” Marks on the body Oh, how he enjoys leaving hickeys, biting, pulling at your skin with force, and then stepping back to admire his work. Watching your entire body become covered in red marks. Oh yes, he will paint every inch of your body with them and smirk with self-satisfaction. He will squeeze your buttocks tightly, leaving bruises. This also shows your exclusive belonging to him. Creampies Definitely. He enjoys seeing sperm dripping out of you and the way you curse at him, weakly hitting his chest with your fists. It amuses him. Edging This stems from his desire for domination. Watching your flushed and unsatisfied face! If only you knew how perfect you look in those moments, in his eyes. Absolutely magnificent! And when you bite the pillow, trying to stifle your moans! Will he use punishments? Rough sex. Rest assured, he will use a whip. Favourite body part? Thighs. He loves to squeeze and bite them. That’s where you’ll find the most bruises and bites. He also really likes clavicles, running his fingers over them and kissing them. He often comments on how beautiful they are. How does he feel about pregnancy? And children? Pregnancy is a good way to manipulate you, so he views it positively. You won’t abandon the child, which means you’ll be even more tied to Dazai. A child is a useful tool in his hands. Don’t worry, during the pregnancy, Dazai will be very caring and might even stop punishing you. Although there will be more restrictions, but it’s for your own safety, you understand?
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