For the Amusement of a Sinful Soul

What is behavior like? Is he rational, aware, obsessed? How does he act? Dostoevsky is incredibly cunning! He can rightfully be called one of the cleverest yanderes. It’s hard to predict what he will do next, which is the most frightening part. He is unpredictable, sly, and intelligent. It feels more like a game of chess where you’re the losing side. At first, Fyodor won’t fully understand his feelings. In fact, he attributes your feelings toward him to fear. But over time, Dostoevsky will accept these feelings, though he won’t consider them an obstacle. With Dostoevsky, things are very complicated. It’s unclear from which side he will present himself this time. He can be gentle, but he can also be cold and narcissistic. Unlike other yanderes, Fyodor doesn’t need you as much, but you must still be close to him. It gives him peace of mind. He will know everything about you—where you’ve been, with whom, what you’ve done all day. You won’t even notice how you fall under strict control. Initially, he might distance himself, giving you some breathing space, but don’t expect that to last. Like many others, he sees you as naive and simple, but in his case, it’s a bit more complicated. To him, you’re not just naive but very foolish. This is because Dostoevsky is a genius, and he’s fully aware of it, while you have much to learn, dear. How likely is it that he will kidnap you? Don’t doubt it—Fyodor will definitely do it. How quickly he does depends on you. If you calmly accept his protection, you’ll delay your kidnapping significantly. However, if you resist and make him worry, he’ll do it as soon as possible. Fyodor is an admirer of aesthetics; he loves looking at beautiful people. Thus, he will kidnap you in a manner befitting that—gracefully and elegantly. Think of it however you like. You have what Dostoevsky considers truly beautiful. You’re like a crystal object, and all crystal must be kept behind a glass door to avoid breaking. For you, that glass door will be Fyodor’s home. Fyodor will take you to his house and lock you in. He understands you will rebel. He will calmly watch from a distance, piercing you with his cold gaze. Once you calm down, Dostoevsky will explain everything to you. Your job is to accept and comply. How difficult is it to escape from him? How does he keep you? How does he handle escape attempts? Impossible. You can try, but you won’t succeed. Dostoevsky will approach your confinement with utmost seriousness. Secondly, he will find you wherever you are. He’ll retrieve you even from underground. Fyodor’s home is minimalist but very cozy. Everything in the apartment reflects the fact that an aesthete lives there. Books on the shelves, paintings, and even an old gramophone—all this fits well with his image. Therefore, he will pay as much attention to you in this regard. Fyodor will choose clothing that suits you and even pick out a list of hobbies. In short, escaping is out of the question. Can you deceive him? He will consider you truly foolish if you think you can deceive him. Fyodor is perceptive and always on guard. He must be insane to believe your naive lies. — “Little mouse, what were you trying to achieve? Deception is not good.” He will not let you off the hook for this deception. Is he condescending? Do you have privileges? What is prohobited? What are his rules? Dostoevsky will be very strict. Every step you take will be under control. He will likely create an extensive set of rules for you with no exceptions. You are strictly forbidden from going outside. According to him, everything you need is already in the house; anything else is unnecessary. Dostoevsky often listens to classical music and wants to instill a love for it in you. After all, the girl who is with him should match him. Fyodor will literally put a collar on you and pull on the leash if something displeases him. You will be restricted in many ways, and even all your clothing will be chosen by him. If you start to argue, Dostoevsky will psychologically pressure you. It will be truly terrifying. You will have a daily schedule, including everything from meal times to which book to read and when. It is strongly advised to follow this schedule. Punishment? Punishments are usually psychological. He will pressure you, manipulate, and humiliate you. How does he deal with rivals? There won’t be any rivals. No one will come close as long as Fyodor is around. He eliminates all undesirables quickly and painfully. Is it easy to provoke him? Self-control and restraint are among Fyodor’s strong points. He is exceptionally good at it, so provoking him will be very difficult. His ability to keep his composure is the highest form of mercy, as he patiently tolerates your outbursts. Fyodor doesn’t understand and somewhat despises people who can’t control themselves. His anger will be terrifying, so it’s best not to push him to that point if you value your life. — “Well, well, little mouse, whose fault is this?” Are you taller, shorter, or the same high as him? Dostoevsky sees you as below him, certainly by a few notches. Like others, he considers you naive, but to him, you’re like a domestic puppy—precious yet troublesome. He doesn’t suffer from a superiority complex but is aware of his own power. He could use some of the softness that Chuuya or Atsushi have. Fyodor won’t elevate you to the heavens but won’t drag you through the mud either; you’re too valuable a little puppy for that. Does he need reciprocity? Will he try to achieve it? Frankly, he doesn’t care. You already belong to him, and whether you have feelings or not doesn’t concern him. No, Fyodor isn’t some kind of monster, but he genuinely doesn’t care as long as you are by his side. Will he try to win you over? Most likely, but he won’t go out of his way. He’s quite content as things are. Fyodor is attracted to your beauty; he values inner qualities in people, but external ones can also catch his eye. Once again, he enjoys observing beautiful people. Is your willingness important to him? He is not some beast. He won’t force you. He doesn’t really need intimacy, but if you show desire, he’s willing to help you with your physiological needs. Fyodor views it as a secondary bodily need and nothing more. Does he have any fetishes? What are they? Eyes. The way they glisten in moonlight, their depth. They look beautiful. A lot can be read in eyes—what a person is feeling, how happy they are, even their thoughts. Hands. As a true aesthete, Fyodor can’t overlook this part of the body. Elegant, slender, and graceful. Your hands will look magnificent in gloves or with long sleeves of a ruffled shirt. Intellect. This is another quality that attracts him. Beauty is important, but only for the first few minutes when meeting a potential conversationalist or partner. Constantly talking to foolish people is tiresome, and genuinely intelligent people are rare. You don’t need to be a genius, just knowledgeable in something and able to sustain a conversation. Will he apply punishments? He is very sophisticated in terms of psychological torture. He follows the "carrot and stick" approach. He won’t punish you often, only for very serious offenses. Your minor misdeeds won’t go unpunished, but they won’t be as severe. Compared to major offenses, they will be quite trivial. Favourite body part? Well, there’s no contest here. Eyes and hands. How does he feel about pregnancy and children? If you become pregnant, it will significantly affect his plans since dealing with you alone is already quite a task, and adding a child would complicate things further. However, he will accept it because children are a useful tool in his hands. You won’t escape from him anyway; it’s just a precaution. His attitude and behavior toward you won’t change much. Don’t expect him to pamper you. He won’t torment you, but he might spend more time at work. Fyodor is a complex person, perhaps the most "entangled" and complicated along with Dazai.