Tag "Self-hatred" - Works and Original stories

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Destroying

Gen
R
In progress
1
Author:
Cosmic_SvM
Fandom:
Countryhumans, Countryballs (crossover)
Pairing and characters:
East Timor, Indonesia, Malaysia, Philippines, Brunei, China, United Kingdoom, France
Size:
planned Mini, 91 pages, 35,014 words, 6 chapters
Last update:
16.06.2026
Tags: Angst Attempt on life AU Bullying Dark Fear Fluff Hurt/Comfort Kidnapping Minor original characters OOC Police Psychology Self-hatred Violence Spoilers ...
He was just an ordinary kid, but because of the nightmares in his life, he became far from ordinary.

Devil's Eye

Slash
Translation
NC-17
In progress
75
3
Devil's Eye
Author:
Mr Abomination Mr Abomination
Fandom:
Original works
Pairing and characters:
Ethan/Noah
Size:
planned Maxi, 633 pages, 260,704 words, 51 chapters
Last update:
15.06.2026
Tags: Acousticophilia Anal sex Arranged sex Blowjobs Bullying Cyberbullying Explicit consent First time Gay characters Higher educational institutions Humor Mentions of drugs Obscene language Rated for sex Romance Rumors/Gossip Self-hatred Sexual Inexperience Shibari / Kinbaku Slice of life Slowburn Strangers to lovers Students USA Spoilers ...
Nasty rumors are swirling around Noah. He got used to having others judge him by this unfair gossip, so he has put an end to him and his personal life. Ethan is hunted by his past, so he’s diligently trying to avoid any kind of close relationship. It seems like they have no common ground and certainly have no reason to be interested in each other. But ‘Devil’s Eye’ clears things up.

Treasure

Other types of relationships
Translation
NC-17
Finished
7
Author:
Gian Blackbell Gian Blackbell
Universe:
Harry Potter
Fandom:
Hogwarts Legacy
Pairing and characters:
Sebastian Sallow/Ominis Gaunt, Sebastian Sallow, Ominis Gaunt
Size:
11 pages, 4,674 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
09.10.2025
Tags: Angst Dark Double penetration Elements of slash Internalized homophobia Loss of virginity Monsters Obsession OOC Psychological trauma Self-hatred Tentacles Spoilers ...
A few weeks later, not a trace remains of the bruises from that monstrous grip. There is no physical evidence that anything happened to Sebastian. And yet, he feels broken from that day on. He can’t stop thinking about what had happened in that ill-fated mansion. How he had been shamefully taken, like a girl. How his entire body had been enclosed, making it impossible to resist. It was disgusting. Unacceptable, dirty, pathetic. And yet, it was also insanely good. Kinktober day 9 - tentacles

Freaks on The Run

Gen
NC-17
In progress
2
Author:
Ja_Orochi
Fandom:
KPop Demon Hunters
Pairing and characters:
Zoey/Mystery, Jinu/Rumi, future!Mira/future!Rumi, OMC, OFC
Size:
planned Maxi, 9 pages, 4,366 words, 1 chapter
Date of creation:
16.08.2025
Tags: Fix-it Found families Found siblings Future Next Gen Original characters Self-hatred Tragedy
After the mind-blowing Namsan Tower concert, Huntrix face a level of popularity they could never have foreseen. Matched once and never again, they reach the status of pop-star gods—Honmoon strong and reliable, everything working just the way it should... Until it doesn’t. Instead of smooth sailing, everything goes terribly, spectacularly wrong. Now, the hunters group consists of: an emotionally constipated, overachieving half-demon soloist, an overconfident, dangerously positive

You Don't Need Lips to Kiss

Het
PG-13
Finished
1
You Don't Need Lips to Kiss
Author:
Lady Platinum
Fandom:
Sea of Stars
Pairing and characters:
Garl/Seraï, Garl, Seraï
Size:
3 pages, 1,081 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
12.04.2025
Tags: Body image Care / Support Change of worldview Comfort Conversations Disappointments Doubts Feelings First kiss Grievances Hope Hurt/Comfort Kissing Low self-esteem Optimism Self-acceptance Self-deprecation Self-hatred Sexual-related humor Spoilers ...
Seraï ruminates on all the things her cybernetics leave her unable to do. Garl helps to change her perspective.

Immortal Love

Slash
Translation
R
Finished
2
Author:
Dera Hybro Maria Hybro
Fandom:
Five Nights at Freddy's
Size:
4 pages, 1,913 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
25.02.2024
Tags: AU Denial of feelings Erotic dreams Erotic fantasies Friends to lovers Love/Hate Masturbation Memories Mentions of deaths Mentions of murder Obscene language Pizzerias / Diners Self-hatred Spoilers ...
Just Michael remembering the good days before his death and regreting that he didn't confess his feelings to Jeremy before it was to late.

Until the end

Het
R
Finished
1
Author:
Izumi Hatake
Fandom:
86-エイティシックス-
Pairing and characters:
Shinei Nouzen/Vladilena Milizé, Shinei Nouzen, Vladilena Milizé, Raiden Shuga, Anju Emma, Kurena Kukumila
Size:
8 pages, 4,049 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
02.12.2023
Tags: Angst Army AU Canon Divergence Conversations Drama Established relationship Fictional geography Fluff Hurt/Comfort Mentions of war Military Pain Psychology Regrets Relationship development Romance Self-hatred Trust
The squadron under Shin's command has completed their new mission to defeat a new Legion unit in the territory of the former Republic. The survivors from the Republic began to blame The Eighty-Six in the tragic end of San-Magnolia. Lena heard everything through the Para-RAID. Her compatriots blamed her for everything as well. How will she deal with this problem?

Demons are listening to Jazz

Slash
NC-17
In progress
0
Author:
Barefoot Mouse
Fandom:
Original works
Pairing and characters:
Devan/Christopher
Size:
planned Maxi, 7 pages, 2,491 words, 1 chapter
Date of creation:
22.11.2023
Tags: Alcohol Angels Angst Conflict of worldviews Conflicting feelings Demons Drama Philosophy Self-hatred Slowburn Soulmates Trust issues Spoilers ...
Devon is a demon who believes only in human sinfulness. Christopher is a guy whose life has long lost meaning. Having met the demon in the library at night, he never thought that he would have the opportunity to make a deal with the demon. Devon didn’t think that for the first time he would give up a human soul... But what is it? Curiosity? The desire to prove that he is right? “So, Mr. Demon, don't you want to take my soul?” A story where black and white makes no sense.

[Volume I] The Star Trial: Grief & Acceptance

Gen
Translation
NC-17
In progress
11
[Volume I] The Star Trial: Grief & Acceptance
Author:
winnyswings winnyswings
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
planned Maxi, 16 pages, 10,731 words, 2 chapters
Last update:
14.11.2023
Tags: Adventure Alcohol Angst Antiheroes Attempt on life Blood/Injuries Civil war Complicated relationships Dark Dirty realism Disability Dystopia Elements of humor Fantasy Friendship Gray morality Magic Magical realism Political intrigue Politicians Politics Psychological trauma Psychological violence Psychology Self-harm Self-hatred Self-Identity Smoking Violence War crimes Worldbuilding Spoilers ...
◆ Mages, covered by their blood-stained banners from the clear sky, did not expect to see the blinding flash of the Lodestar right above their heads, but the world was plunged back into darkness as its light turned scarlet. ◆ The young guy's colorful adventures came to an end as abruptly as they had begun. Caught in a vicious cycle of war and loss, the mage decides to seek help from an ambiguous historical figure, with equally ambiguous consequences for the lives of many thousands of mages.

Stars in the Arms of Yandere.

Het
NC-17
In progress
4
Author:
Buffon
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
planned Mini, 7 pages, 3,987 words, 2 chapters
Last update:
12.11.2023
Tags: Angst AU: School Blood/Injuries Books Care / Support Churches Dark Depression Drama Dreams Elements of angst Elements of fluff Experiment Fear of death Fear of loneliness Fear of the dark First-person narrative Fluff Gray morality Hurt/Comfort Loneliness Madness Magical realism Megalopolis Mental disorders Mentions of deaths Mentions of self-harm Paranoia Philosophy Protecting the loved one Psychology Psychopathy Purple зrose Regrets Romance School romance Schoolchildren Secret Admirers Self-acceptance Self-deprecation Self-hatred Self-torture Suburbs Suffering Thriller Unhealthy relationships Violence Spoilers ...
Under the night veil, where the twilight twilight embraces the glow of the heavenly spheres, there comes an hour when destinies twist like a strange dance, and the world is transformed into a play of feelings, where every action is written with blood and passion. In this story, the stars become spectators and actors at the same time, and the hearts beat in the rhythm of desire and madness, like prisoners.

Self-harm

Gen
NC-17
Finished
7
Author:
Buffon
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
1 page, 505 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
08.11.2023
Tags: Angst Blank verse Collection of drabbles Dark Drabble Drama Experiment Fantasy Fear of death Fluff Hurt/Comfort Low self-esteem Magical realism Mentions of self-harm Philosophy Psychology Regrets Self-acceptance Self-deprecation Self-harm Self-hatred Self-torture Suburbs Suffering
When the soul becomes as thin as glass, and you stand on the edge of your own existence, the feeling, like a flock of butterflies, beats helplessly inside you. You try to reflect your pain like a mirror splitting into a thousand pieces, which alternately cut deep wounds on your soul.

Among the storm clouds.

Gen
R
Finished
3
Author:
Buffon
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
1 page, 351 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
07.11.2023
Tags: Angst Collection of drabbles Dark Drabble Drama Elements of drama Hurt/Comfort Mental disorders Mental health Mental prison Mentions of self-harm Psychology Regrets Self-acceptance Self-deprecation Self-harm Self-hatred Self-torture The past
In the remote corridors of the soul, under the ledge of gray clouds, the shadows of the past darkened, like clouds gathering in the atmosphere of forgotten moments. Where the light rushes between the holes in the gray clouds, there lives a man carrying his own storm.

Dysthymia

Gen
PG-13
Finished
3
Author:
Buffon
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
1 page, 284 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
07.11.2023
Tags: Age regression Coastal cities Drabble Drama Elements of drama Fantasy Low self-esteem Mental disorders Mental health Mentions of self-harm Philosophy Regrets Self-acceptance Self-deprecation Self-hatred Self-torture The past Spoilers ...
In a remote village where the days seemed shorter and the nights dragged on endlessly, there lived a young man called Anton. His world was saturated with a gloomy fog that tightly enveloped his thoughts and heart. From his earliest childhood, Anton felt an invisible shadow hanging over his soul, turning every bright moment into gray and emptiness.

Artifact

Gen
Translation
PG-13
Finished
3
Author:
Buffon Patiens
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
1 page, 389 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
07.11.2023
Tags: Angst Collection of drabbles Conversations Depression Drabble Drama Fantasy Fear of loneliness Forests Hurt/Comfort Loneliness Magical realism Nature reserve Philosophy Self-hatred Self-torture Stalkers / Diggers (subculture) Villages Spoilers ...
Under the weight of the black sky of the Exclusion Zone lies a heavy gloom, like a blanket of despair. In these forgotten places, where nature struggles with the barrier of anomalies, loneliness becomes a faithful companion of every stalker.

The Snowman

Gen
Translation
PG-13
Finished
2
Author:
Buffon Patiens
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
1 page, 272 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
07.11.2023
Tags: Angst Collection of drabbles Depression Drabble Drama Fantasy Hurt/Comfort Nature reserve Philosophy Self-hatred Villages Spoilers ...
The pale light of the street lamps dissipated in the night, creating mysterious shadows, like ghosts floating through the empty streets of a sleeping city. Everything was silent and motionless, as if waiting for something inevitable.

Grey girl

Gen
Translation
G
Finished
6
Grey girl
Author:
Buffon Patiens
Fandom:
Original works
Size:
1 page, 611 words, 1 chapter
Date of completion:
07.11.2023
Tags: Angst Conversations Depression Drama Forests Hurt/Comfort Magical realism Nature reserve Philosophy Self-hatred Self-torture Villages Villages Spoilers ...
Somewhere in the gray bowels of the city, where panel houses stand like tombstones, there lived a woman named Anna. Her life was like an endless series of rainy days, when not a single ray of sunlight could be seen, and gray clouds seemed to take away all hopes.