II. ***
March 14, 2025 at 5:36 AM
When my world was falling,
Almost crumble to dust,
You appeared to be
Next to me — by my trust
I gave you a weapon,
But instead of killing me,
You chose to protect
My soul and to be
On my side. Even you
Knew all of my sins,
Disgusting details,
All scars are so thin
That you barely see
Them on palms,
You stayed and became
Something brighter than lamps,
And even sun. Suddenly,
In you I found that all
That for me seemed
To be left at home
Or even lost during move.
And I promise to shine
Just because you believed
So when I’ll be fine
And when you will need me
I can be your light.
But for last time can I
Cry in your laps? Just tonight.