Shadows Of Regret
June 12, 2024 at 7:00 AM
Notes:
While I'm collecting myself and getting ready to start working on the 5th book from the "Stronger Together" series, I suggest you listen to the new song song that I wrote all by myself.
"Shadows Of Regret" is the song that tells about long-time sufferings that were caused by the sins committed in the past. About the sufferings that still keep torturing someone's soul. About the pain that is eating them inside and making them wish to come back to the past, fix all their mistakes, and not to let themselves do what had a strong affection on the entire life. Anyway, you can read my book "The Sins Of The Past" to find out why it's too late for one of the characters to be sorry and pray to all the possible Gods about redemption. This time, it happened that I spent three days working on the lyrics, but the music for this song was generated by Suno quickly enough, literally after the first attempt. Though, I had to redo one line at the last moment because I found a grammar error. This time, I did my best for the song to sound kind of harmonic.
Anyway, I hope you will love this song. And the next well, I will publish another song (there will be a lot of them, my sweethearts, so get ready to see me often enough). And – hey, again? – it's going to be one more soundtrack for the book "The Lost And Forgotten Memories".
Lyrics Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gW9QRS1eA9I
[Verse]
Days are passing by
Years are running by
Drownin’ in the shadows of regret
Burning from the pain I still can’t take
I swear I didn’t want anyone to be dead
I wish I could fix all my terrible mistakes
[Pre-Chorus]
Nobody can hear my prayers
Nobody can see all my tears
I know it’s too late to be sorry
I shouldn’t have been set free
[Chorus]
Shadows of regret
Somethin’ I can’t forget
I can’t break these chains
They’re holding me tight
I can’t heal my heart from pain
They’re choking me every night
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
There’s no way to run
There’s no place to hide
My enemies know what I’ve done
What happened to that man
[Break]
They don’t care what I have inside
They say I’ve gotta pay for the sins of my past
[Verse 2]
Someone’s running wild
Someone’s crying like a child
I’m tryin’ so hard to atone for all my sins
Searchin’ for a way to escape this hell
Bitter frost gets under my skin
As I’m trapped in the hard shell
[Pre-Chorus]
Should’ve never been a bad daughter
Should’ve always been a tough armor
Should’ve never been a nice servant
Should’ve been a good student
[Chorus]
Shadows of regret
Somethin’ I can’t forget
I can’t break these chains
They’re holding me tight
I can’t heal my heart from pain
They’re choking me every night
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, shadows of regret)
There’s no way to run
There’s no place to hide
My enemies know what I’ve done
What happened to that man
[Post-Chorus]
Shadows of regret
Oh-oh-oh
[Bridge]
Shadows of regret
They hold all my secrets
My scars are getting deeper
As everyone keeps cursing me
As I’m standing on my knees
Praying for redemption
[Breakdown]
Oh-oh-oh
[Pre-Chorus]
Shadows of regret
(Shadows of regret)
[Chorus]
Shadows of regret
(Shadows of regret)
Somethin’ I can’t forget
I can’t break these chains
They’re holding me tight
I can’t heal my heart from pain
They’re choking me every night
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, shadows of regret)
There’s no way to run
There’s no place to hide
My enemies know what I’ve done
What happened to that man
[Outro]
I’d give anything
To bury the memories in the ground
But the echoes chase me around
Oh, God, please forgive me…