Hole In My Head
June 6, 2024 at 7:00 AM
Notes:
One week passed very fast, and it means it’s time to make you happy (no) with some new content. I finished the work on the third soundtrack for "The Lost And Forgotten Memories", Book 4 from my book series "Stronger Together". This song is about the lead male character trying to understand what happened to him after he lost his memory and wondering how he is connected with the people, who want to help him so badly and are devastated because he cannot remember anyone of them. But some sixth sense tells him that they are kind of familiar to him. And the character cannot get rid of the feeling that he gave someone pain and might’ve become someone’s victim. However, let’s do it without spoilers… Instead, I (don't) suggest that you check out "TLAFM" and find out what that man did when his memory lived its own life.
Anyway, I hope you will love this song. Yes, I had to spend several days and a lot of nerves to get something good and replace the fragments, in which some words were just "swallowed". Of course, I can’t be called a good sound engineer, but I’m doing my best to get more or less good results, and I never post anyone that I do not like at all.
Lyrics Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9G1gjgQcEyQ
[Intro]
There’s a hole in my head…
(There’s a hole in my head…)
(Hole in my head)
[Verse]
I open my eyes and see the crowd
They’re devastated, crying aloud
Begging me to call them friends
The girls aren’t holding down the tears
The men are shaking their heads
It doesn’t look like they’re pretending
But my memories faded like a forgotten song
[Pre-Chorus]
All the faces are in a daze
But with them I feel so safe
I don’t know who is right
And who used to be by my side
[Chorus]
There’s a hole in my head
Is there something to regret?
Someone’s trying to get rid of me
Someone put me under threat
Is there a reason to be afraid?
Is there something I should change?
My heart squeezes, my heart aches
My breath stops, my body shakes
'Cause I’ve got a hole in my head…
('Cause I’ve got a hole in my head…)
[Post-Chorus]
Oh, oh, oh…
[Verse 2]
I open my eyes and see the lady
She’s desperate, crying like a baby
Whispering something like, "no, please"
It seems like her wounds can’t be healed
It looks like her pain is too deep
Her name can’t help me find the keys
Her image slips away like a beautiful mirage
[Pre-Chorus]
But why do I feel so ashamed
When I look into her eyes?
What if it’s too late
To try to break the ice?
[Chorus]
There’s a hole in my head
Is there something to regret?
Someone’s trying to get rid of me
Someone put me under threat
Is there a reason to be afraid?
Is there something I should change?
My heart squeezes, my heart aches
My breath stops, my body shakes
'Cause I’ve got a hole in my head…
('Cause I’ve got a hole in my head…)
[Bridge]
Why do I wanna taste her lips?
Why do I suddenly crave her kiss?
Is it okay to trust someone you don’t know?
Is it okay that they can see me through?
[Break]
It’s like they’ve known me forever
[Chorus]
There’s a hole in my head
Is there something to regret?
Someone’s trying to get rid of me
Someone put me under threat
Is there a reason to be afraid?
Is there something I should change?
My heart squeezes, my heart aches
My breath stops, my body shakes
'Cause I’ve got a hole in my head…
('Cause I’ve got a hole in my head…)
[Outro]
Is it okay to trust someone you don’t know?
Is it okay that they can see me through?