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So, kids How should I start this song? Aw, please, stop stooping with your trying to tell me what to do Cuz I don't give a shit about your fucking opinion Well let's go (rap) Im eternal teenager dreaming about young death And all my life keep going against the stream And Im doing it correctly, not as you bitch You('re) just going out of your way to make yourself sick Haha I get you don't I? Well I('ve) started it just to complain about life How I've fucked up and how it's all fucked up How many times I'd tried to make myself bleed out With this pretty dull blade that I'd changed since long time What? Should I have tried harder? Hey baby shut up, what the hell? You('re) just trying to seem smarter I bet that you('re) talking in vain And that you actually don't care chorus Im just a runaway, confused in my life I'm just a starset in memories of pain in your remains choice between grey and dusk And I like a psychotic kid, that lost his past. So yes, very hard I try to figured out my thoughts I Try just to hold on and don't listen the nasty things And how about you? Just please do the same And don't dare do opposite, cause I will care! And even that fact that I didnt got syringe into my vein Not actually means that i pure and innocent Cause I take the pills, four fucking in day And my youth is still - emo rock, drugs and depression chorus I just runaway, confused in my life I just a starset in memories of pain in my remains choice between grey and dusk And I'm like a psychotic kid, that lost his past. Sometimes I sit in the corner And just think whatta fuck am I doing All these words, crushings and cuts How have I got to this point Ok, no problem, sometimes I scream in pain And my father's like: Whose life's easy? And the therapist's just like: well, that's all Problems of your age And I'm kinda happy: fuck, yes, few will survive Although I realize that it's all so Bullshit And bla bla bla you can say it like a usage You keepe believing that Im overprivileged So lets see what will come of it Will I someday implement what I want? Until then you can say such shit you want That Im crazy, ungrateful, difficult kid That I'm acting like a scum but I'll just laugh about it chorus I'm just a runaway, confused in my life I'm just a starset in memories of lies in my remains choice between grey and dusk And I'm like a psychotic kid, that lost his past. Don't follow me, as the past remains too much Please let go of our suffering Our hidden pain Don't follow me, whispered the voice in the back of my head No one will come here just to heal me I've already chosen* the door that is shut And I will run away and wont say goodbye.