looking for a boyfriend? i see that
December 19, 2023 at 1:55 PM
[Direct messages]
Lip: Ian.
Ian: Lip
Lip: Hi. When are you gonna be back?
Ian: Don’t know
Lip: You doing okay?
Ian: Yeah
Ian: It’s just comfortable here
Ian: Quiet
Lip: What?
Lip: You’re comfortable in Mickey’s house?
Ian: Yeah
Ian: I mean it’s really comfortable, until you remember it’s the literal hell hole
Ian: But now it’s good
Ian: Mandy’s taking a nap, I think
Lip: And Mickey?
Ian: He’s sleeping too
Ian: And I’ve just woken up bc he started moving around lol
Lip: Okay…
Ian: You good?
Lip: Yeah, it’s just strange to me.
Lip: You don’t even know him for a week but already went hot and heavy.
Ian: Why not?
Ian: It’s “when you know, you know” moment with him
Ian: It just clicked back then
Lip: I mean yeah, it happens. But you’ve said the same about others guys (I don’t think I can even call them “guys”…)
Lip: I know we already had this talk, but still… I’m worried.
Ian: Yeah, I understand
Ian: When I was awake for a while, I was thinking about that and asking myself if it was a good choice
Ian: But I think it was
Lip: Why?
Ian: Well
Ian: I’m still kind of a “horny gay teenager”, as I was at 14 or 15 with Kash and 16 with Ned
Lip: Oh god, don’t even remind me about Ned, I don’t want to remember this guy.
Ian: Lol, PTSD in its finest
Ian: Anyway
Ian: I’ve said before that Mick is still just a bit older, even a year older than you
Lip: Wow, wasn’t expecting that. So you are kind of the youngest in your little friend group with Mickey and Mandy?
Ian: Yeah :)
Ian: ANYWAY
Lip: Yeah, sorry for interrupting.
Ian: You’ve been forgiven by the ginger council
Lip: Had a good laugh just now, thanks, man. Anyway…
Ian: Yeah, so
Ian: They’ve been like “father figures” (not very good ones, obviously), and Ned especially
Ian: I was given love I’ve never had
Ian: And also sex, where I felt like someone really needed me
Ian: It’s a weird and strange mix of feelings, but it was good
Ian: So I just had strong daddy issues, especially after meeting Clayton
Lip: Yeah, I can understand it… Is he really a Gallagher?
Ian: Yeah, that’s the same question I’ve asked myself, when we came to visit him after the DNA test
Ian: Anyway, it’s not about him
Ian: I mean I’ve had way too much older men in my life at this point whether it was my usual life or stripclub
Ian: And I got tired of them?? At one point I’ve felt how my daddy issues had just disappeared
Ian: Does it still make sense?
Lip: Your way of texting is a bit strange now, but I kind of get it. Trying, at least.
Lip: Sorry.
Ian: It’s okay, it’s just something one needs to feel themselves
Ian: And then there’s Mickey, who is VERY different
Ian: Sex is really good but it’s not like the main part. We talk a lot about different things
Ian: Just being our usual selves
Ian: That’s the mighty click
Lip: So… I’m sorry if I didn’t get it right, but from what I can understand, you treat him as a good friend first?
Ian: You can say that, yes. I mean we’ve been texting each other a lot and I mean A LOT
Ian: And in my opinion a good love can’t just magically appear out of nowhere
Ian: It’s like for sex to be good it should have lots of foreplay
Ian: He’s a good friend. And I love him. Both as a friend and as a boyfriend
Lip: Yeah, I see it now. Okay, if that’s fine with you… You know that I’m not the same when it comes to something like that, but I understand you.
Lip: Okay then, I guess. I think I should trust you and Mandy on this one. I’m still keeping an eye on you both, though. Just to make sure.
Lip: Hope you won’t get mad at me for this.
Ian: It’s okay
Ian: I think I at least like him… I don’t know, how he feels exactly and I don’t know, how to ask it without asking directly
Lip: What’s wrong with being direct?
Ian: He is pretty sensitive lol
Ian: I mean, I asked him whether he thinks we are into each other and he said yes
Ian: But maybe we understand it differently
Lip: Ian, I don’t follow this advice myself and probably never will, but Mandy is kind of into this stuff, so: “The key to a good relationship is communication”.
Lip: Be direct and don’t afraid of talking.
Lip: You can text each other all day and all night, but it’s better to use your voice, you know?
Ian: Yeah I know. I’m just scared. I will try to ask him when he wakes up…
Ian: Hope he won’t tell me to go fuck myself lol
Lip: I’m not sure you are into this shit haha.
Ian: Nah tried it once and it wasn’t the best lol
Ian: I think we are clear on this matter now?
Lip: Pretty much, yeah. I’m still here for you.
Ian: Thanks :)
Ian: I think he’s gonna wake up now, so I gotta go kiss my boyfriend good afternoon lol
Lip: Okay. Don’t forget to talk to him.
Ian: Sure will lol
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Mickey: You’re at home?
Mickey: The turtleneck was hot as fuck
Ian: Yeah, I’m home :) What, were you worried about me?
Ian: Thanks lol It’s hot in every possible way
Mickey: Yeah I’m worried
Mickey: Damn
Ian: What
Mickey: You’re so fucking hot
Mickey: Especially with my blood all over your chest and neck
Mickey: God we should do this more often
Ian: Yeah about that…
Mickey: Don’t you fucking dare Gallagher
Ian: No no, it’s not “we shouldn’t see each other anymore”, it’s something different
Mickey: Uhh continue then…
Mickey: The fuck are you writing there so long? Declaration of independence?
Ian: I wanted to talk about this in person, but I chickened out so here we are. I know what we said about being into each other, but is it true?.. It’s not like I’m not trusting you on that but still… Do you like LIKE me or is it something different?
Mickey: Uhhh man… I don’t know what to say to be honest
Mickey: I mean I’ve never had a fucking boyfriend or whatever
Mickey: I don’t really know how it feels and shit
Mickey: I don’t know what love is man
Mickey: I have this feeling where I want you to be with me most of them time
Mickey: Not just for fucking
Mickey: Like games and shit
Mickey: Fucking movies or whatever
Ian: Yeah, same here… But what about the physical aspect?
Mickey: What
Mickey: Like how my dick is about to get hard when you look at me with this blue steel look on your face?
Ian: What the fuck is “blue steel” look?..
Mickey: Google is free to use man
Mickey: Yours doesn’t look that funny though it’s more on the sexy side
Ian: AHHH I SEE LOL
Ian: Do I really look like that?
Ian: I’m going to be very self-conscious from now on lol
Ian: Anyway, back to our serious shit
Ian: So I’ll take it as you love the physical thing as well?
Mickey: Hell yeah man
Mickey: I mean if this IS love then tv shows are the fattest fucking liars ever
Ian: True lol
Ian: Wanna be my boyfriend?
Mickey: Took you long enough
Ian: Is that a yes?
Mickey: Yes
Mickey: Damn
Mickey: I have a fucking boyfriend
Mickey: That’s some crazy shit
Ian: And I think I can count you as my first boyfriend as well…
Mickey: What about these old dudes?
Ian: It’s not the same now really
Mickey: Yeah fucking viagroids can suck my dick
Ian: Mind if I do this instead?
Mickey: Don’t mind at all
Ian: When can I come over again??
Mickey: Man idk
Mickey: My back and ass are a fucking mess I need to chill for a bit
Ian: Yeah okay lol
Ian: Sorry
Mickey: Tf are you apologizing for?
Mickey: I’ve had the best fucking sex ever and you are apologizing
Mickey: It’s so fucking good to finally be fucked BY someone and not do it yourself
Ian: I thought you were a switch
Mickey: Nah
Mickey: Had to pretend I was a top
Ian: That sucks… But are you happy now?
Mickey: Yeah you can’t even imagine how fucking happy I am
Mickey: Hey when I’ll get a bit better wanna play video games? Or do some pirating from netflix and make netflix and chill southside edition?
Ian: Both ;)
Mickey: Cool
Ian: Can’t wait :)
[Change contact’s name. First name: Mick ❤️.]