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Luke and Albedo's room was noisy as usual: Guy and Natalia had dropped in to check on their two charges, like caring parents. Although they treated Luke only as a friend, no one stopped them from joking about the two charges. Comfortably settled on the bed, his back against the wall, Albedo scribbled in a wooden-lined sketchbook with a simple pencil. No one disturbed him: his "parents" were having a wonderful time with his "older brother". Albedo glanced at them every now and then, focusing on Luke, then returning to his drawing. Luke often frowned and expressed indignation, and Albedo frowned along with him. Barely noticeable. No one was arguing, just overflowing with emotion. Laughter, jokes, indignation. Idyllic. Family. Finally, the noisy conversation broke off: Natalia noticed how diligently Albedo was poring over his drawing. His concentration was astonishing, even inspiring. And it aroused curiosity. "Al-chan, what are you drawing there?" Natalia leaned down to be eye-level with the seated Albedo and reached for the sketchbook. Albedo immediately clutched the treasure to his chest, wary. "No. It's not ready yet." "And when it's ready," Luke asked him with interest, "will you show it to me?" "Of course," Albedo nodded. "Then I'll be waiting impatiently." Luke's beaming smile warmed his heart again. Albedo's eyes seemed to light up, though the rest of his face remained expressionless. His hands, however, began to draw lines on the paper faster. And so, the drawing was finished. Albedo handed the sketchbook to Luke. Silence fell. Luke simply stood there, stunned. A gray-and-white version of himself looked back at him with a happy smile. The very smile Albedo so loved. Despite being drawn in pencil, the drawing was full of life. "Don't like it?" Albedo worried. "I was going to add color later, but if the drawing didn't work out, then it's not worth it…" "What are you talking about?" Guy chuckled, peering over his friend's shoulder. "Luke is speechless. You have a natural talent," he winked at Albedo. "Let me see!" Natalia snatched the sketchbook from her friend's hands. "Hey, be careful!" Luke finally found his voice. "Wow!" Natalia forgot how to speak for a moment. "This is amazing! So beautiful! Can you draw me too?" "Yes. Of course," Albedo smiled calmly. No one noticed the door open. Another guest enter. "I hope I'm not disturbing you." Jade smiled with a hint of hidden mischief, glaring at Albedo. There was always tension between them. This time was no exception. "Come on, don't give me such a cold shoulder," Jade said, spreading his arms dramatically. "I just brought a new book for our… mutual friend. He can read already, right?" "Yes," Luke replied, instinctively shielding Albedo with his body out of habit. "He's a quick learner." "I don't even know whether to be happy or sad," Jade's words rang out without a hint of irony. "Be that as it may," he said, slowly approaching Albedo, holding out the time-worn book, "I want you to read it. A very dear person once gave me this book to teach me something important. I hope you'll learn the lesson better than I did. Especially with such a teacher," Jade glanced at Luke with a sly grin. "Okay," Albedo agreed calmly, accepting the book. "We'll read it together." And they did. That same evening. Luke easily grasped the meaning of the book. He remembered Jade talking about his teacher. About this very book. And also something dark, something that made him involuntarily feel fear—a faint echo of the horror he'd once experienced. "Is something wrong?" Albedo noticed his anxiety. Luke pursed his lips, hesitating to speak. And when he finally gathered his strength, his expression was pained. "Never… kill," he began quietly. "Please, if possible, never stain your hands with blood and never kill. It's a terrible feeling. Disgusting. I still hate myself for the lives I took. I didn't mean to, but… Don't. I don't want you to feel the same way." "Okay," Albedo replied, still indifferent. "Never…"* * *
Albedo developed quickly. Much faster than Luke. Having learned to read without assistance, he absorbed knowledge book after book. He reached Jade's library, full of clever things, including books on fonic artes. He quickly moved from theory to practice. Everything seemed to come easily to him. He was especially adept at handling the second fonon, earth. And having absorbed everything he could, he began his own discoveries—research and experimentation. Like the historical alchemist whose name he took, Albedo strove to create something new from essentially nothing. Fonon after fonon. "Don't get carried away," Jade reminded him. "Everything in moderation." Gradually, Jade accepted Dist's creation. But his intense, uncontrollable thirst for knowledge was alarming. The experiments were no less frightening. Or rather, the restrained obsession with them. "Are you afraid I'll start experimenting on living beings?" Albedo asked bluntly. He never prevaricated, never concealed anything. He looked straight into his eyes. As if peering into his soul without actually seeing it. "And would you?" "I'd rather create life than harm it. I remember well that book you gave me. Your first gift. I treasure it. An important lesson." "But do you understand it? Playing god is no better. You can create as many intangible things as you like, but not living beings. You never know what kind of monster you'll create. Even if it's something harmless, it won't survive in this world. It will be rejected by people." "…True," Albedo said, barely hesitantly. "It," he gently emphasized the word Jade had once used to describe him, "is alien to this world." "I'm glad you understand." Jade adjusted his glasses, smiling warily. Albedo understood what Jade was trying to convey. He'd heard the truth from Luke. About his origins. About Jade and Dist. About Nebilim… But he still saw no reason to abandon harmless experiments. He had no desire to create intelligent life, to condemn anyone to suffering, even though he wanted to understand all the secrets of the universe. A flower reaching for the sun would have been enough. Or one capable of surviving without its warming rays. For Albedo, Luke was the sun. His savior and teacher. Though Albedo rarely smiled, as he rarely showed emotion, Luke made him feel at ease, as if his positivity and carefree spirit enveloped him from head to toe, energizing every fonon. No matter how different Albedo was—not human, not a replica—with Luke he felt ordinary. Happy. Real. And not as if ready to crumble to dust, as he did under Jade's oppressive gaze. Everything was going as usual. Albedo loved life. He valued it like no one else. That's why he kept all his fears deep inside. His anxieties. Even when a small crack formed on his hand, but no blood came out. Albedo touched it with his fingers, ran them over it. A white mark remained on the pads. 'Chalk?' Something tugged at his heart. A thought formed in the back of his mind, but Albedo refused to give it free rein. Nor did he give in to the oppressive feeling.* * *
Although the world gradually got used to living without Lorelei's revelations, surrounded by replicas of those once dear to them, it now felt alien. Not everyone liked this state of affairs. The particularly zealous blamed Luke for the "destruction" of the world, for having encroached on their established order by freeing Lorelei. The attacks weren't always premeditated, but they were regular. They often waited for the least amount of support, or at least for Jade, the most terrifying of them all, to be absent. He always spotted an ambush before it happened. So the members of the "resistance" order considered it a godsend when they discovered Luke, accompanied only by a strange youth, brushing across a canvas on an easel. He was painting a landscape, bringing it to life with strokes of oil paint. Despite being engrossed in the process, it was Albedo who first noticed the enemy, sending the group flying backwards with a tremor in the ground. A flower of metal drawn from the soil grew beneath his hand. It absorbed the energy transferred into the earth for another thrust before crumbling to dust. Luke reacted with lightning speed. They attacked in unison with Albedo's swords, covering each other's backs. They knocked each other out with swift attacks, condemning them to an eternity in prison after a brutal interrogation. The organization of the attack and the sheer number of their numbers made themselves felt—the pair were being pressed. At some point, Albedo, riding his flower, rose above the enemies and leaped into the thick of the crowd, attacking with fonic arte as he fell. He struck many. But not all… 'Luke!' he cried out in his mind. His body reacted faster than his brain. Luke managed to notice death approaching behind him, but he didn't have time to turn and defend himself. A chilling fear ran through his whole body. The enemy and Luke froze. As did Albedo. Just for a moment. Albedo was the first to react, pulling out a bloody sword that pierced the attacker without even twitching an eye. He slashed the throat of the next, no longer caring about the lives of his enemies: it all happened too quickly. Jade, who had arrived just in time, saved Luke from another enemy, dispatching him with a precise arte. Luke was too stunned to think clearly. But the first thing he did, when the wave of enemies ended, was run up to Albedo, grabbing him by the shoulders and looking him in the eye. He spoke worriedly: "Are you okay?" Albedo didn't answer, not daring to look away. Then Luke hugged him tightly. "It's okay, I'm here. Everything will be okay." "Luke, stop it. He doesn't feel guilt," Jade said in a menacing, warning tone, piercing Albedo with condemnation. Luke pulled back slightly to look at Albedo. Without letting go, he continued to support him physically and mentally. However, Albedo seemed unconcerned. "That's true," he answered calmly. "I protected what's dear to me. And I would do it again." But at the next question, there seemed to be a hint of concern in his voice that only reached Luke's heart. "Are you disappointed?" "No! Of course not!" Luke was now worried. "You protected me. I'm sorry you had to… I'm sorry that because of me you…" It was hard for him to speak. Some words were especially difficult, so they stuck in his throat, unspoken. And Luke's emotions, his pain, fear, and guilt, made Albedo feel regret. He didn't want Luke to experience all this. Because of him. Because he'd lost control, not using all the tools available to him—the variety of fonic artes. He could. But he didn't. He didn't think of it in time, giving in to instinct. Albedo looked into Jade's eyes, as if searching for an answer. 'Perhaps he's right? I'm a monster? It…' Albedo looked away, lost in thought.* * *
For over a month, Albedo avoided contact with his friends, especially Luke. He immersed himself in himself and his experiments. Experimenting on himself. Trying to understand who he was. And how much time he had left… More and more cracks appeared in his body. He began to resemble a monster more and more. To feel like one. Wrong. Friends visited him often, but he always found an excuse for his distance. Time after time. But he didn't expect to see one guest. "You're making Luke sad," Jade began the conversation teasingly, deliberately using Luke's name, the most important one, rather than mentioning everyone at once. "Is that really what worries you?" Albedo looked up from his work to look at his interlocutor. The only one whose gaze he hadn't ignored for the past month. "It seems you do care about what happened," Jade said, cutting straight to the point. "I care that I hurt Luke." "But you understand and accept the fact that you did wrong. Perhaps," Jade paused, admitting with feigned reluctance, "I was wrong about you." "Or," Albedo took his time answering, rolling up his hands to show the cracks from which chalk was splattering as he moved, "you were right all along. I'm not human. And not really a replica. I am it. Something that shouldn't have existed." "Look at that," Jade drawled, openly teasing, "it turns out you're even stricter with yourself than I am with you." "I know…" Albedo resisted the provocation, but still couldn't bring himself to express his thoughts frankly. But he knew for sure that no one would understand him better than the genius Jade. "I know about Nebilim and aboutAsch. I'll either turn into a monster or disappear. And there's nothing I can do about it. The process is uncontrollable and irreversible." "Isn't that a reason to spend precious time with those you love, instead of rejecting them?" "Then it will be harder for them to say goodbye…" "Not at all. That way, you'll leave them with more regrets about wasted time." They both fell silent. Jade looked at Albedo, who looked somewhere at his feet, lost in thought. "It's strange to hear that from you. You were the first one to want me gone." "But in the end, you managed to convince me that Luke spared your life for a reason. You're not a monster. But you're dying—that's a fact. So what will you do?" Albedo looked at the flasks of material and the laboratory instruments. Then at his hand. He clenched and unclenched his fist, testing its mobility, then moved it in a circular motion. "I was thinking of asking you to take me to Nebilim's Crag. To spend the rest of my days there. Far from everyone, without posing a threat. Even though you said I'm not a monster, you can't guarantee that. Neither can I. I think that would be the best decision." "Rational," Jade corrected. "But rational, oddly enough, isn't always the right one. However," he adjusted his glasses, "I think we could give you a tour. Luke has avoided that place on our travels. But if that's your wish, he'll comply." And he did give in. Reluctantly, but meeting the determination in his charge's gaze, he gave in. He twitched the entire way, hesitantly asking Albedo again and again if he was sure. But he was the only one unsure. Frightened. He sensed that something was wrong. The lonely cave in the snows of Mount Roneal had remained virtually unchanged since the battle with Nebilim. A cold, crusty layer of ice shrouded the secret of these places, known to few. Albedo reached the halfway point. He stopped to close his eyes and take a deep breath. He smiled. His heart calmed. Everything fell into place. "I'm home," he said quietly but confidently. "Let me stay here," Albedo asked, half-turning, addressing everyone but looking only at Luke. "Won't you get cold?" Albedo activated a multitude of small lights around himself with the fourth fonon. "That's definitely not a problem." "And food?" Luke persisted. "That's also not a problem. With my abilities, I can easily cross the mountains if necessary." "But…" "Just as it's not a problem for you to visit me from time to time. Right?" Albedo interrupted Luke with a convincing, short speech. They had been together long enough. Their journey together was over. Here, in the fateful place where one copy of Nebilim had once lost her life. Her unwilling home. Albedo had accepted it voluntarily. They had to accept it. The friends silently helped carry Albedo's important things: simple furniture, laboratory supplies, art materials. For a long time, they couldn't say goodbye, couldn't believe what was happening. "There's no point in mourning the fledgling who left the nest. Instead, rejoice in its newfound independence," Jade encouraged as best he could. He couldn't say much without touching on sensitive topics, so he spoke with restraint, choosing neutral words. "Uh-huh," Luke replied sadly, trying to keep his composure. "We'll be back," he promised. "Yes, we'll definitely visit you!" Natalia replied. "Certainly," Guy smiled. The farewell ended with a warm embrace. After watching his friends depart, Albedo began setting up his things, preparing his work area. He set up the easel last, so he could begin painting immediately, without distraction. Not the cold landscapes he saw before him. But the warm smiles of those dearest to his chalky heart, securely cherished in his memory. And himself among them. So that this painting would be the first thing they saw when they returned to this cave again. Under whatever circumstances they would have found it… ㅤ