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December 28, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Notes:
Every time it's challenging for me to find appropriate tags. I always feel like something is missing.
I know it's our last meeting.
Who knows maybe forever.
Too many obsessive thoughts
Keep driving me insane.
I wanna say the words I hide inside,
To let him know how deeply it all hurt —
Each time I met his distant, cold glance.
My tongue can't say a word.
Everything has stopped around.
Even the raindrops fall down slower.
I scan his face, trying to memorise it.
I know I shouldn't hope at all,
But I can't help doing it.
My heart beats unusually hard.
I feel extreme pain in it
'Cause he's walking away now
Instead of listening to me.
I wanna cry loudly and run.
Run as far as my legs can.
I wanna tear myself apart
To kill this pain inside.
December 18th, 2025
