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December 26, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I barely see my hands — it's so dark again.
I feel so lonely here, in these walls.
I'm afraid to stay alone as a child
Who's lost their closest parent.
I feel monsters rushing up to me —
They whisper threats to me.
They want to crack my shell,
Getting inside my mind, my memories,
Turning everything upside down.
I can't breathe anymore —
The stale air is cut off.
My hands are tied to the bed.
I can't move at all —
Neither to the right nor to the left
I wish he'd be here, my hero,
To save me from this danger.
I wish I could see him again
But he has left me recently,
Hope didn't stay with me either.
How could he leave me,
Leaving everything to fate's mercy?
I am suffocating fast from
The realization of my hopelessness.
Not believing it, I begin to beg for help.
I was never meant to face this alone.
I can't survive this alone.
I can't handle it alone.
26 December, 2025
