Doctor Connors is Peter Parker's father

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Chapter 2. Choice of the heart

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The next day, the silence at breakfast was less oppressive. Peter watched furtively as Curt Connors, with one hand and precise movements, operated the toaster, poured coffee, and arranged papers on the desk, preparing for the workday. Every action was precise, almost mechanical, without any fuss. It was as if he had optimized his life to the level of an algorithm to compensate for the absence of his other hand. But then came a moment that seemed to disrupt this perfect rhythm. Curt picked up a brown tie from the back of his chair and draped it around his neck. And then he froze. A familiar hint of irritation flickered across his usually focused face. Peter put down his spoon and watched, mesmerized. He watched as the scientist's fingers—dexterous and experienced with a microscope or a test tube—tried with unexpected awkwardness to grasp the thin silk end, while the wide end of the tie kept slipping. Kurt frowned, his movements becoming more abrupt, more irritating. He sighed heavily, and Peter realized: this was a familiar, everyday battle. Not with grand scientific problems, but with a simple piece of fabric. — Uncle Kurt? — he asked quietly, breaking the silence. Connors winced, breaking his irritated concentration. His gaze fell on the boy. — Yes, Peter? — Is it... difficult for you? — Peter pointed to his tie. — Tying it. With one hand. It's very difficult, isn't it? Kurt lowered his hand, and the tie hung helplessly around his neck. He looked at Peter, and the stern mask on his face faltered for a moment, revealing a tired vulnerability. — Yes, Peter, — he admitted with unexpected frankness. — It's terribly inconvenient. Every time. It takes time and concentration that could be spent on something more useful. He paused, looking at his hand. — I'd gladly give up ties. Never liked them. But... — he said sadly, — Oscorp dress code. Rules of the game. Peter climbed down from his chair and came closer, his gaze filled with genuine curiosity and a desire to help. — Can I try holding it? — he offered timidly. — By the wide end. So it doesn't slip. Kurt looked at him appraisingly for a few seconds. Then he nodded. — Good idea. Hold it right here, tight. Peter's small fingers gripped the silk. He stood on tiptoe, straining with all his strength, his face contorted in a grimace of deep concentration. Kurt, now free with his left hand, was able to form the loop more quickly and precisely and thread the end through it. His movements were still not as fast and confident as the others, but with Peter's help, the process went much faster. — There you go, — Kurt breathed, finally tightening the knot. He straightened his tie and looked at the boy. His eyes glittered not with their usual sternness, but with something akin to gratitude. — Thank you. It was three times faster with you. Peter beamed with pride. He hadn't solved the great scientific problem, but he had helped. And that was important. At that moment, there was a knock on the door. It was Aunt May. She had come, as arranged, to visit Peter before school. She stood frozen in the doorway, watching the scene unfold: her little nephew, standing on tiptoe, was solemnly and intently helping Dr. Connors tie his tie. A whole range of emotions crossed her face—pain, melancholy, but also relief and a glimmer of hope. She coughed softly, so as not to ruin the moment. Kurt and Peter turned at the same time. Connors didn't pull away, but merely nodded to her. — May. Good morning. We were just… getting ready. — I see, — May smiled softly. Her eyes sparkled. — You seem to have a great assistant, Kurt. Peter, still beaming, looked at Kurt. — I can help you every day! If you want. Kurt thought for a moment, then nodded again, this time more decisively. — Deal. It… will save me time. That day, on the way to school, Peter didn't look out the window at the receding Queens. He looked at his hands and thought about how even a big, smart adult can have simple problems, and how he, a little one, can be helpful. And Curt Connors felt the perfectly knotted tie around his neck, and for the first time in a long time, he thought not about the decay rate algorithm, but about how perhaps some solutions come not through complex calculations, but with the simple help of small hands. And this solution turned out to be surprisingly… warm.

***

Within a few weeks, life in the sterile, high-tech building had acquired a distinct rhythm. In the mornings, Peter helped Kurt tie his tie—a small ritual that transformed from an awkward necessity into a moment of quiet, focused connection. Kurt, for his part, began leaving not only bland sandwiches but also fruit and yogurt on the kitchen table, and sometimes even attempted to make simple oatmeal—lumpy and oversalted, but homemade. One day, the door opened with the familiar soft click, but instead of the usual quiet "hello," Kurt heard heavy shuffling footsteps. Peter entered the hallway without looking up. He dropped his backpack so that it landed thumping on the polished concrete floor and trudged into the kitchen, fully dressed. Kurt, who had been studying some data on his tablet, looked up. He had already learned to judge the boy's mood by the set of his shoulders and the way he placed his feet. — Something wrong? — he asked, setting the gadget aside. Peter merely shrugged and, pushing back his chair, reached for the juice in the fridge. His movements were abrupt, resentful. — Peter, — Connors's voice softened, but became more insistent. — I asked a question. The boy turned, and Kurt saw that his eyes were red from suppressed tears. — Nothing, — he muttered. — I'm just an idiot. The word sounded so unnatural and crude coming from his lips that Connors frowned. — Is there something you didn't understand in school? — he clarified, avoiding a direct denial of his self-deprecating phrase. He already understood that logic worked better than emotional reproaches. — Math, — Peter breathed out hatefully, unscrewing the cap from the bottle. — These stupid motion problems. Trains go from point A to point B... Who needs that anyway? I hate trains! He threw the lid on the table, and it landed with a thud on the ceramic surface. Kurt watched this outburst of anger silently. Previously, he would have either ignored it or dryly remarked on the unacceptability of such behavior. But now, he saw behind it not poor upbringing, but helplessness. — Relative motion problems, — he said thoughtfully. — Yes, they can be complicated. You're not the only one who has trouble with them. Peter looked at him in surprise. He'd expected a rebuke, not... understanding? — You too? — he asked incredulously. — Me? No, — Kurt answered honestly, the corners of his lips twitching in a semblance of a smile. — But I've seen perfectly adult and intelligent students poring over them. It's not about intellect, Peter. It's about method. And... patience. He rose from his chair. — Bring your notebook. We'll see. Peter reluctantly trudged to his room and returned with a tattered, squared notebook, covered in angry scribbles in the margins. He tossed it on the desk in front of Kurt. Kurt opened it, and his gaze immediately became professional and analytical. He saw not "errors," but rather the train of thought, the places where the logical chain broke down. — I see, — he muttered. — You're trying to add velocities mechanically, without vectors. A common mistake. He took a stack of blank paper and his favorite hard pencil from the shelf. — Sit next to me. Peter pulled out his chair. Kurt began to draw. This wasn't a boring diagram from a textbook. He drew two beetles—one large, one small—crawling up a plant stem toward each other. — Look. The father beetle is crawling at five centimeters per minute. And the son beetle is moving at three centimeters. How long will it take them to meet if they were initially ten centimeters apart? Peter stared at the drawing, his frown gradually giving way to interest. — It's simple... add them? Five plus three... and divide by ten? — Exactly, — Kurt nodded. — You need to add their velocities because they're moving toward each other. Now imagine the son beetle running away from the father... He continued drawing, explaining the idea using examples of birds flying downwind and downwind, and cars overtaking each other on the highway. He wasn't just solving a problem; he was breaking it down into fundamental physical principles, making abstract numbers tangible and understandable. His voice, usually dry and monotonous, now rang with passion—he was in his element, arguing, and he saw a spark of understanding light up in the boy's eyes. — Oh! — Peter suddenly exclaimed, snatching up a pencil. — So when one train overtakes another, you subtract their speeds? Because one is faster? — Absolutely right, — Kurt confirmed, a genuine pride tingling his voice. — You've figured it out, — he praised Peter. He watched as Peter, the tip of his tongue poking out from the effort, carefully wrote down the numbers in his notebook. His small hand gripped the pencil as tightly as it had clutched the strap of his backpack on moving day. But now it held not fear, but triumph over the difficulty. — I did it! — Peter tossed the pencil aside and looked triumphantly at Kurt. — Look! I've solved it! Kurt took the notebook, carefully studied the solution, and made a checkmark in the margin—precise, precise, perfect. — Right. Absolutely right. I told you it wasn't the mind, but the method. Peter smiled brightly. His resentment and anger vanished without a trace, giving way to the joy of discovery. That evening, at dinner—Kurt had heated up two portions of lasagna bought at a good delicatessen—they were no longer silent. Peter spoke passionately about insects and trains, and Kurt listened, occasionally asking clarifying questions or making comments. Later, getting ready for bed, Peter paused in the doorway of his room. — Uncle Kurt? — Yes, Peter? — Thank you. For... for the explanation. Kurt stood in the hallway, illuminated by the cool light of an LED lamp. He nodded. — Sleep well. Tomorrow we'll test your progress with... birds flying against the wind. The door to Peter's room closed. Curt Connors was left alone in the silence of his immaculate home. He went into the kitchen to put the dishes in the dishwasher, and his gaze fell on a child's drawing magnetized to the refrigerator. It was a crooked but meticulously executed image of two people—a large, smiling man in glasses and a small one. The caption read, "Father and Son." Kurt touched the drawing with his fingertips. He didn't notice how a new expression appeared on his own, always tense and stern face—warm, almost paternal. He was no longer simply fulfilling a duty. He cared. And this feeling, terrifying in its novelty and responsibility, turned out to be surprisingly... true. It filled the emptiness of the house far more effectively than any, even the most brilliant, scientific formula.

***

Four years later Four years had transformed the boy with the big, frightened eyes into a lanky (like his biological father), inquisitive ten-year-old who felt right at home in the sterile high-tech house. The house, however, was no longer sterile. On the refrigerator, next to charts and schedules, hung children's drawings—more confident now, depicting spiders, molecules, and even a portrait of Kurt himself, surprisingly recognizable despite its abstraction. A rumpled blanket always lay on the living room sofa, under which Peter liked to read comics, and science fiction novels and puzzle books nestled among the science tomes on the bookshelves. Their daily routine had taken on a cozy, familiar form. In the mornings, Kurt still brewed himself strong coffee, but now next to his mug stood a brightly colored cup of milk and cocoa for Peter. They still ate breakfast together, but now the conversations at the table weren't awkward silences, but lively discussions about the latest National Geographic article or a new experiment at Oscorp, which Kurt could explain with his fingers and handwriting, using handwritten sketches on a napkin. That evening, Peter sat at his glass desk, his nose buried in a math textbook. He frowned, chewed on his pencil, and traced a complex problem with his finger. Kurt, seated across from him in a deep armchair, was reading a scientific journal, but his attention was riveted not on the article, but on the boy. He watched his tense back and the way he rubbed the bridge of his nose—a sure sign of mounting frustration. — Still doesn't add up? — Kurt asked, not looking up from his journal, as if asking a question to the page. Peter sighed with the kind of dramatic intensity only a ten-year-old could muster. — That's impossible. Did they really give all the data? Maybe a typo? — Textbooks have typos too, — Kurt agreed, putting down the magazine. — But before blaming the publisher, let's check your solution. Show me. Peter handed him the notebook. Kurt took it. He studied the calculations for a long time, his face focused. Peter waited patiently, knowing that Dr. Connors never scolded mistakes, but sought their root cause. — Aha, — he finally said, poking his pencil at one line. — Right here. You applied the formula correctly, but forgot the parentheses. Operator precedence. A small mistake that ruins everything. He moved closer to Peter, putting aside the notebook and the blank sheet of paper. — Look. Don't try to solve it all in your head. Break it down step by step, like we always do. And he began to explain. Patiently, methodically, drawing diagrams and analyzing each step. His low, calm voice filled the room, displacing anxiety and replacing it with clarity and order. He wasn't just showing how to solve a problem; he was showing how to think. Peter listened, nodding, and gradually his frown of annoyance gave way to a look of clear understanding. — Oh! Right! I completely forgot about them! — He grabbed an eraser and began quickly erasing the incorrect solution. — Now I get it! He quickly, almost feverishly, rewrote everything, his hand confidently tracing the numbers. Kurt watched him, and a rare, deep satisfaction shone in his usually stern eyes. It was akin to the feeling of finally succeeding in a complex experiment, only this time it was... warmer. — Here! — Peter good-naturedly tossed the pencil on the table and handed the notebook to Kurt. — Check it, Dad... — He stopped mid-sentence, his eyes suddenly wide with horror and embarrassment. He blushed to the roots of his hair. — ...Doctor! Doctor Connors! I... I don't... The word hung in the air between them—quiet, casual, unintentional, but that only made it more weighty. Dad. Kurt froze. His fingers, holding the notebook, involuntarily tightened around the paper. He took off his glasses and slowly wiped them with a handkerchief, buying himself time to hide the sudden moisture that had appeared in his eyes. Something tightened in his chest—not painfully, but warm and sharp, like a ray of sunlight breaking through thick ice. He took a deep breath and put his glasses back on. His face became professionally calm again, but his voice, when he spoke, was a tone lower and softer than usual. — The decision... — he coughed. — The decision is absolutely correct. Well done. You did a wonderful job. He carefully placed the notebook on the table, stood up, and walked to the window, pretending to look out at the city at night. His back was straight, but his shoulders no longer seemed as tense as they had four years ago. Peter sat motionless, still overcome with embarrassment. — Sorry, I didn't… — he began. — It's okay, — Kurt interrupted quietly but firmly, without turning around. — It's absolutely nothing. Go wash your face before bed. And don't forget to brush your teeth. This was his usual, nightly advice. But today, these simple, mundane words rang with a special, intimate tenderness. Peter nodded, though Kurt couldn't see it, and tiptoed out of the room. Curt Connors continued to stand by the window. The city lights blurred before his eyes into multicolored reflections. He brought his left hand to his chest, to the place where his heart beat beneath his thin brown plaid shirt. He hadn't planned this. I didn't count on it. He took the boy in out of a sense of duty, expecting only hardship and responsibility. But instead, he got morning breakfasts together, evening homework explanations, crooked drawings on the refrigerator, and that one casual, out-of-place word that turned everything upside down. He wasn't "Dr. Connors" to this child. He was... his own. The closest person. He turned and found that very first photograph of Richard Parker on the shelf. — "I won't replace you, old friend, — he thought. — But I will preserve your legacy. And I will care for your son. As if he were my own." And in the silence of his high-tech home, Curt Connors finally allowed himself a quiet, almost imperceptible smile. A father's smile.
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