Looking for him
July 24, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Chaos was, as always, reigning supreme in the HUNTERIX apartment.
The girls had decided to throw an impromptu fashion show — or perhaps a crime against fashion — mixing and matching outfits that had no business being in the same closet, let alone on the same person. They were goofing around, making faces, and lovingly roasting themselves in the process.
It was Zoey’s turn to shine — and she was taking the challenge very seriously.
She strutted out wearing knee-high purple boots with skyscraper heels, the bottom half of an old stage costume — white glitter-studded skort adorned with delicate golden chains — paired with her oversized gray home T-shirt that looked more like a potato sack than clothing, and, to top it all off, a dramatic floor-length red cape she’d dug up from who-knows-where.
Mira promptly choked on her soda.
Rumi’s face froze mid-expression, cycling through a kaleidoscope of emotions like a buffering GIF. Still coughing, the pink-haired girl shot up from the couch and burst into applause, laughing and wheezing at the same time.
Victory clearly belonged to Zoey.
"Oh my god, how old is that cape? Did you debut in it or something?!" Rumi gasped — she was sure she’d seen that eyesore before.
"Ooooh, so you do remember! Yes, it’s the one! Can you believe it still fits like a glove?" Zoey twirled dramatically, admiring the way the cape "draped" over her, while Mira and Rumi exchanged a look.
They were clearly thinking the same thing, but neither dared voice it out loud — no need to bruise their dramatic friend’s delicate ego.
"I’d say this look is called 'High Fashion Trainwreck', and I think we have a clear winner of this showdown." Mira declared, unwrapping a prickly scarf from around her neck — something she’d fished out of the wardrobe section ominously labeled 'Under No Circumstances'.
"Hey! What about my ‘Disco-Broom’ look?!" Rumi jumped up in protest, clutching the waistband of her floor-length brown skirt that clashed horrifically with a neon yellow crop top and a ridiculous pumpkin-shaped hat wobbling on her head.
"I vote for a tie." Zoey announced, stumbling over the cursed cape and throwing her arms around both friends.
"Agreed. Mira’s 'Chain Reaction' is still my personal favorite.” Rumi snorted, nodding toward Mira’s ensemble — black flared jeans, a sky-blue bikini top, and a limp green scarf draped around her neck like a wilted vine.
After solemnly swearing to never again wear anything other than Bobby’s pre-approved stage outfits, the girls finally scattered to their rooms, officially declaring bedtime — as if they wouldn’t all reconvene in fifteen minutes in the bathroom for their usual skincare ritual.
Back in her room, Rumi yanked off the absurd vegetable-shaped hat and tossed it onto her bed with theatrical disdain. Tugging at her tousled braid, she drifted toward the balcony. With each step closer to the glass door, the grin on her face began to fade — not abruptly, but like sunlight slowly draining from a sky before a storm. That flicker in her eyes — the tiny telltale spark she used to signal she was "okay" — dimmed until it vanished completely.
She slid the door open, inch by inch, and the cold crept in like a silent tide.
Autumn wind didn’t carry the laughter of summer anymore. It had teeth — clean, sharp, and sobering. Rumi didn’t flinch. She welcomed it, even as it wrapped around her like invisible chains.
The final click of the door signaled the threshold was open, and she stepped through. The city below, bathed in midnight gold, was quietly folding in on itself. Faint lights glowed in the windows like half-spoken thoughts. Shops locked up. Streets emptied. Sleep was descending like fog.
But not on her.
Sleep didn’t want her tonight.
She looked skyward, took another step into the hush, and slowly, methodically slid the tie from the end of her braid.
Strand by strand, she unraveled it — like she was peeling back her composure, letting the pressure bleed out through her fingertips.
She didn’t notice the first tear. Didn’t register the second. But the third one was icy and slow, tracing a cold trail down her cheek. Her patterns — those violet-blue swirls along her skin — began to shimmer faintly, as if her body had grown tired of lying for her. As if her grief had finally found its reflection in the mirror of her skin. Her eyes locked onto a single, bright star — the boldest one tonight — and her fingers trembled as the braid fell apart.
"Can you believe it?" she whispered, her voice rough with unspoken weight. "They invited us to Truth or Shots today. The guest list looked like the hall of fame… and in just a few weeks, it’ll be HUNTERIX on that stage. Still doesn’t feel real."
It sounded like she was speaking to someone who wasn’t there — or maybe someone only she could see.
Then — a soft rustle, left of her.
She turned her head toward the balcony corner where a cluster of neglected potted plants drooped like forgotten promises. On any other day, she would’ve reached for the handle of the weapon that never left her side. But not tonight. Tonight, she already knew who it was. From the shadows emerged a pair of glowing amber eyes — round and calm like twin suns. Without hesitation, Rumi lifted a hand and motioned the visitor closer. The tiger obeyed without a sound, padding toward her with grace only ancient creatures seemed to possess.
He sat down right in front of her, head tilted just slightly, watching.
Rumi sank to her knees, sinking her fingers into the plush blue fur on his forehead. The beast closed his eyes under her touch — as if this, too, was a ritual. A pact of silence. A moment shared by two who knew what it meant to carry the weight of too much for too long.
Ever since the defeat of Gwi-Ma, the tiger and the magpie had started showing up beneath her window every single day — sometimes even letting themselves into the apartment unannounced, much to the horror of the other HUNTERIX girls. Rumi figured they were lonely. Their owner was gone, and in her — in some strange, silent way — they saw his echo.
Every evening now belonged to the balcony. One rising star and two loyal creatures sat under the stars like a small constellation of grief, stitched together by presence alone. The tiger craved warmth — a hand on his head, an arm around his neck, or simply someone beside him. The magpie usually perched on her shoulder or the railing, its sharp eyes locked on the sky like it was searching for something that hadn’t fallen yet. And Rumi… Rumi was just grateful for the kind of company that didn’t demand explanations. The kind that understood without asking.
Tonight, the bird was missing. That was unusual. They always came together.
"Fifth night in a row," she murmured with a bitter smile, lowering herself onto the cold balcony floor. "Guess that makes it a tradition." Her fingers returned to the half-undone braid, weaving tension into every tug. "Zoey’s about to explode from too many song ideas," she chuckled weakly. "Mira’s only encouraging her — already throwing out dance concepts like confetti. And me…" Her voice faltered, cracking under the weight. "I can’t."
Tears fell again, silent and stubborn.
She dropped her gaze to her knees and kept untangling her hair, though now her glowing marks burned bright silver — like someone had poured starlight into her skin.
The tiger let out a soft breath and leaned into her, resting his head gently against her shoulder — solid and warm, a grounding weight in the cold.
She could still sing. Her voice was whole — stronger than ever, even.
But singing required something else. Something she no longer had in supply. Her friends never pushed. They spoke of rest, healing, patience. But they were talking about something that could come back. What she’d lost couldn’t be restored. She hadn’t just lost a fight. She hadn’t just lost a person. She had lost the reason she kept getting back up.
She had lost him — the one who made her want to try at all.
And she couldn’t bring herself to tell girls. It had only just come out that demon blood coursed through her veins — alongside the blood of the hunters sent to destroy them. And even though Zoey and Mira had accepted it… how much more could she give them to carry? How do you explain to your teammates — your sisters — that when one of the enemy demons died, so did a part of their leader? How do you say "He stopped breathing — and so did I. He died — and I followed"?
How do you explain a bond you never got the chance to name?
"You know…" Rumi looked up at the stars, as if bracing herself to say something sacred. "We didn’t know each other that long. And I’ve already asked too much of you. But—" She paused, releasing the strands from her hands. The braid remained half-undone, knotted near the roots — the part she couldn’t reach on her own. She already knew she’d ask Mira or Zoey for help with that later. "I promise. This is the last thing I’ll ever ask of you, Jinu." Her throat tightened, words dragging through the lump that refused to go away.
"Just… just be alive. Please."
Silence. Only the soft hum of the nearly-sleeping tiger, warm and oblivious. Nothing changed. Of course not. That’s not how this worked. You couldn’t bring someone back just by wanting it.
You couldn’t undo death with desperation.
Who was she even talking to?
She clenched her fists, teeth gritting through the sobs. Then — like something snapped inside her — Rumi surged to her feet, hands locking onto the balcony railing with white-knuckled rage.
"Why did you do it?!" she screamed into the quiet sky. "Why couldn’t you just stay the villain?!" The tiger stirred slightly, blinking up at her, but didn’t move. He’d learned to let her break without interruption. "That would’ve been so much easier! You should’ve let someone like me die! You could’ve kept your soul! It would’ve been fair, dammit! You were supposed to be free. I wanted that for you! I wanted to make you happy—"
Her head dropped. She sank to her knees again, pressing her forehead to the frozen glass, arms still gripping the railing like it was the last thing holding her together.
Her voice was raw, barely more than a whisper now. "But now I can’t. I can’t give you happiness. And I never will. Because you’re not here anymore."
She fell silent. There was nothing left to scream. Nothing left to sob. All she could do was stand there — frozen in place, eyes shut tight, lips twisted into a silent grimace of pain. Her body had slain hundreds, maybe thousands of demons — and not once had she regretted it. Not then, not now. But the one demon who gave his life for her, who fell right before her eyes — he summoned a storm inside her that had no name. No comparison. And in that moment, Rumi knew — she had lost. Completely. Then — the stillness broke.
A whisper of brittle leaves from her neglected plants. And then… footsteps.
Soft. Fluid. But unmistakably real. Approaching fast.
She didn’t open her eyes. She was used to this by now — the feeling of being watched when no one was there, the ghosts her mind conjured up in moments like these. Her therapist called them stress-induced hallucinations. And honestly? That made perfect sense.
The footsteps came closer. Closer still. Until the final one fell right behind her. And then — she froze. Her eyes flew open. She could feel it. Fingers. On her hair. Gentle. Careful. Like they were afraid to hurt her. Undoing her braid.
No. No, this had to be in her head.
This couldn’t be real. If it was — she needed professional help, and fast.
But the fingers didn’t vanish.
And strand by strand, the braid came undone. Only when her hair fell completely free did she dare to turn. Slowly. Carefully. Bracing herself for the hallucination to disappear the moment she opened her eyes. She looked up. And met a pair of warm, familiar brown eyes.
Rumi didn’t believe it. Not when she saw his smile. Not even when she heard his chuckle, soft and tired and real. She stared at him like he was the only thing that had ever mattered. Then, all at once, her body moved without asking. She grabbed him — hard — like she could anchor her entire soul to this one person.
"You’re not a demon. You’re an asshole! Do you have any idea what I went through?! Do you know how much I missed you?!" The words spilled from her mouth, furious and trembling — muffled by the way her arms wrapped around his neck, her body crashing into his with everything she had left.
“And I missed you too.” he whispered, exhausted but smiling — like someone who had finally come home after too long on the road.
Behind them, the magpie — who must’ve been with him all along — casually perched atop the tiger’s head, observing the reunion with familiar curiosity.
Jinu wrapped his arms around Rumi’s waist, pulling her close. Then he leaned back just enough to see her face.
"Don’t you ever call yourself a mistake again.” he said softly.
She looked at him through tears, voice a hoarse whisper. "And don’t you ever leave me alone again."