The Diary of the Younger Morningstar

I am Selena. My name means “moon,” “moonlight.” I am twenty-one years old, and my birthday is August eighth. My hair is green and short, my eyes are white, my skin is like a human’s. I have black wings with feathers, tail with upturned hearts: one big and gray, other four — small and white. Horns are short, arc-formed and black. I never knew my parents. When I was one, they gave me away to their best friend. She never told me about my parents, so I don’t know anything about them. I don’t even know my own last name; everyone calls me by the last name of this parents’ best friend. Selena Kurzan… So “beautiful”… I never liked it. I’m studying at the Institution of Higher Magical Education, shorted — IHME. I want to become a tarot reader in the future. Not so hard and high income. I have a friend, Paula. We’re studying together. I don’t have any relationships, and I don’t really have any interest in them. For subjects from IHME, I love tarot reading, spelling, Latin language, and literature. I hate the history of Hell, Heaven, and Earth, math and all nature subjects like physics and biology. I love to read, coffee, music, to draw, and to dance. I love cats the most. Favorite color is red. Favorite flowers are peonies. I’m obsessed with avocado. I know five languages: French, German, Italian, Japanese, and Latin. I’m trying to learn English. I hate to waste my precious time and to obey others. I don’t hate any animals; I hate people who hate animals. I hate pink. I hated marmalade from the very moment I realized how they were made. Recently I stopped liking sweet things. Chips, soda, fried, flour, alcohol, smoking, drugs, transport with harmful emissions — all of this is taboo for me. I’m for a healthy lifestyle. Coffee is not counting… I’m a vegetarian for a year now. I have a habit of running every morning, twice a week I have a workout in the gym and pool. Like most of Hell’s creatures, I don’t remember my life on Earth. This is Hell, we are born here other creatures. We’re not humans anymore. Without embarrassment and regret for our past Lives. All in Hell has an Earth life, but almost no one remembers it. We have a theory that their Lives remember those who lived almost perfect. For example, being a doctor all life, but swearing is not a big sin, but here they are. They’re not embarrassed, not regretting it, so they can remember. If you forget then you have something to forget. Not everyone in Hell is “classic demons.” Like classic ones here are only those who were humans. If on Earth someone was, for example, a cat, then they will be with cat ears and tail. Oh, I’m thinking too much before sleeping. It’s already one in the morning. Then, I was introducing myself to myself in my own mind for half of an hour? What a fool I am… And for what did I do it? Why did I start? I need to fall asleep extremely fast, or I’ll not get up in the morning in time. And Ms. Angeline will be angry