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Diseases and health problems, as well as the current state of certain characters.

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Different characters had different ailments, but we'll focus on the most unpleasant ones. Let's start with something simple and gradually move on to something more serious. The first character is Willow Schnee, Dmitry Cherner's cousin, who suffered from a long-term and severe alcohol addiction. This was due to her husband's behavior, as Willow often clashed with him, leading her to drink alcohol for five years without interruption, which took a toll on her mental and physical health. Jacques, Willow's husband, constantly poisoned her to make her incapacitated and insane, in order to gain control over Schnee, the company owned by Willow's father, Nicholas. Jacques's plan succeeded, and Willow began to lose her sanity. She started drinking even more and became aggressive, attacking children and others on several occasions. She almost ended up in a psychiatric hospital, had a falling out with her brother, and even attempted to commit suicide by cutting her wrists. However, Dmitry Cherner intervened and saved her. Willow has since stopped drinking and regained her health.Willow is very grateful to her brother, although Dima is her cousin, but he did not abandon her. Dima's family is the only living relatives of Willow's mother, and there is no one left on her father's side. The second is Yura Tatishchev, whose illness is VERY LONG alcoholism and the same long smoking. 90 percent of Yura's lungs are burned by cigarettes, well, let's leave aside the fact that he swims in the radioactive rivers and lakes of Chernobyl, Chelyabinsk, and other places on the planet. Yura is the living embodiment of the city of Chelyabinsk, and he is tough, so why does he treat his health so carelessly? he is the living embodiment of the city, he is immortal, and he is a harsh city, and he is a man, and Yura is HARSH, he doesn't care how much he looks like a tank, he is an icebreaker, he is an advanced producer, he is made of iron, and he doesn't feel emotions. Dima's daughter, Anya Cherner, thinks differently, and this is also because his cousin, Denis (Danis) Mikhailovich Agidel, the living embodiment of the city of Ufa, raised him and forbade him from crying, because men don't cry, and gave him other instructions. And when little Anya put a wreath of flowers on Yura and wanted to teach him how to make them, Denis forbade his brother to do it, saying it wasn't a man's job.Then, in 1988, there was a terrible accident when two trains exploded in (Reality) in Cherner's reality, and many people were saved. After the fire and accident were extinguished, Yura and Denis had a heated argument, calling each other names and getting into a physical altercation. then Anya finished off Yura. She said that Yura was like a brother to her, and she loved Kostya Uralov, the living embodiment of the city of Yekaterinburg, but it was only in 2013 that Anya realized that she had broken Yura's heart and at the same time blamed herself for the fact that she, like a blind fool, loved Kostya and did not see reality, Kostya is older and Anya is not interesting to him as a girl and his wife, she is 22 and he is 30. Konstantin has always been interested in Tatiana Vasilyevna Turskaya, the living embodiment of the city of Tyumen. She is a woman of his age and they have a lot in common. interests. high status among the living embodiments of Russian cities because Konstantin is the capital of the Urals and Tatiana is the oil and gas capital of Siberia and Russia. They have the same monetary status and cultural level.Yura did a stupid thing that day, not listening to Anya's opinion, and when he came home, he grabbed his wallet and ignored the shock of his children. Yura has three children, two boys and a daughter: his eldest son, Sergey Tatishchev, is the living embodiment of the city of Magnitogorsk, his middle son, Oleg Tatishchev, is the living embodiment of the city of Ozersk, and his youngest daughter, Katya Tatishcheva, is the living embodiment of the city of Snezhinsk. Interestingly, Anya later adopted them as her own children. Yura went to buy beer, vodka, and moonshine and returned with seven cases of alcohol. Unfortunately, one extra case of beer was broken.Yura was already drunk and didn't know what he was doing. Yura's eldest son tried to calm his father down after a three-hour drinking binge, but Yura kicked the children out of the apartment and locked himself inside. Well, he kicked his eldest son out with a boot to the ass and watched as Sergey flew down the stairs from the sixth floor. But the middle son also decided to leave. Oleg loved his father and sister, and he didn't want Katya to see her father in such a state. So he packed his and his sister Katya's belongings, and Katya was ten years old when she witnessed this. She also left the house with Katya. Yura continued to drink until 1999, when Dmitry Cherner, the Resurrected from the Dead, appeared on his doorstep. With the help of his fists and medication, he brought Yura back down to earth. Now, Yura drinks on holidays and with friends, but not to the same extent as before.As for smoking, Yura went so far as to say to the doctor, "I can't say for sure, but either today, tomorrow, or in a month, you will die. Your lungs are in critical condition, and rebuilding the city won't help. You've suffered too much damage to your lungs, and we can't do anything about it." However, miracles do happen, and in 2013, Yura reconciled with Anya, and Anya's uncle and aunt decided to arrange a marriage between Yura and Anya to ensure his survival. Yura's brother and the living incarnations of the cities of the Volga region actively supported this plan. The plan worked. Yura started smoking less and even quit for a while. His lungs recovered by 40 percent, and Anya started cooking for him. Yura is not very good at cooking proper and healthy food, and sometimes he even ate bricks. However, Anya took charge of Yura's health, and they started living together and got married in 2018. The third is Alexander Petrovich Romanov, the living embodiment of the city of St. Petersburg, whose creator and father is the legendary Peter the Great. Sasha suffers from drug addiction and mild alcoholism, as he started drinking in 1946. During the Great Patriotic War, he lost his mother, Galina, the living embodiment of the city of Gatchina. The Germans plundered the city. Gatchina was destroyed by 60%, and 90% of its inhabitants were killed or taken to Germany. Galina herself was hanged by the Germans in front of the city's residents, on the orders of Berhard Spree, the living embodiment of the city of Berlin. This was a retaliation for the Germans' failure at Leningrad. Sasha also nearly lost his sister, Polina, the living embodiment of the city of Tsarskoye Selo, which was renamed Detskoye Selo in 1918 and Pushkin in 1937.Before the war, the city had a population of 55,000, but after the war, it was reduced to 18,000. This had a significant impact on Polina's mental and physical health. Of the 1,557 houses in Pushkin, the Nazis completely destroyed 957, and the remaining houses were damaged by 40-80%. 18,388 people were killed: 6,268 were shot, 1,106 were hanged, 1,214 were tortured, 9,514 died of starvation, 268 died under rubble, and 17,968 were taken to Germany. The Germans took about 17,600 items from Pushkin, including 11,387 from the Catherine Palace Museum and 6,212 from the Alexander Palace. In addition, the Germans stole the museum exhibits and artistic decorations of the Catherine Palace, including the parquet floors and painted ceilings. In the summer of 1942, the Amber Room's walls were stripped of their decorations.They wanted to shoot Polina herself, too, an act of revenge for another German failure near Leningrad or another offensive, but it is clear that this was to break through the Impregnable Leningrad. Sasha did not negotiate with the Germans, he decided that he would defeat the Germans and they were actively looking for his sister to kill, but Berhard forgot and did not have time to say what she looked like and he did not have time to say it, because he was called to Germany to the Fuhrer's carpet for bad luck and what Polina looked like, the Germans did not know and did not know who to look for, they were told a girl of 16-18 years old, in fact, she was 15 years old and thanks to the ingenuity and resourcefulness of the residents of the city, Polina was saved, however, due to stress and In pain, the girl lost her memory and walked around the city hungry and without a name with amnesia. She was saved from hunger and cold by a woman named Galina Petrova, who took her in and provided her with new documents. At the time of her amnesia, Galina's name and last name seemed familiar to Sonya, and gradually her memory returned.After the liberation of Leningrad from the siege in 1944, Sasha Romanov rushed to Gatchina to find his mother, but he only found a rotting, hanged corpse. Sasha was very sad, no, he was furious. He vowed to take revenge on all German cities and Berlin in particular, because he remembered that it was Berlin's idea. When Sasha reached Pushkin, he was even more furious, shocked by what the Germans had done to the city. In his anger, he thought he had lost everything, but then a woman and a girl called out to him, and Sasha recognized his sister. Polina began to remember her past before she lost her memory, but the pain remained with her even after the war ended.Sasha later participated in all the operations of the Soviet troops against the Nazi invaders and occupiers, he also participated in the storming of Berlin and after the victory, he watched the captured Germans being led down the street of the city and among them he saw Berchert Spree and Sasha remembered all the insults and pain, he threw Berchert out and brought him to the wall Sasha was angry he I already wanted to shoot Berhard like the last rabid dog, but, alas, he was prevented by Mikhail Moskovsky, the living embodiment of Moscow, Nikolai Nemigov, the living embodiment of Minsk, Igor Dneprenko, the living embodiment of Kiev and Anur Ishimov, the living embodiment of Astana. They stopped him and told him that the war was over and that he shouldn't imitate the German executioners and start building peace by executing people. Sasha agreed, but then he decided to take revenge on the living embodiment of the city of Kaliningrad and brutally beat Wilhelmina, who believed that she was responsible for the sins of the Nazis. Sasha beat the girl, but he was stopped by Grigory Volzhsky, the living embodiment of the city of Volgograd Grigory said that it was wrong to take out his anger on a girl, and Romanov decided to listen to his friend. Sasha found solace in alcohol, and he did so in two ways: culturally and in a drunken state. If he was with his family or at a party, he would drink very expensive wine and champagne, as he is also the embodiment of the Northern Capital and can afford any type of wine or champagne. His friends in this case include Kirill Kubanov, the living embodiment of the city of Krasnodar, Svyatoslav Volzhsky, Kamalia's husband and the living embodiment of the city of Nizhny Novgorod, and Kamalia Volzhskaya herself, the living embodiment of the city of Kazan. Nikolai Sibiryakov is the living embodiment of the city of Novosibirsk, and Masha Moskovskaya is Misha's sister and the living embodiment of the city of Moscow, as well as Sasha's wife. Natalia Nemigova is a living embodiment of the city of Minsk and Mikhail Moskovsky (a living embodiment of the city of Moscow) they are all living embodiments of rich cities, and they drink culturally. This event is a celebration where important people from Russia and other countries are always present.When Sasha drinks, he doesn't drink very culturally. In this case, his entourage includes Konstantin Uralov, the living embodiment of the city of Yekaterinburg, Dmitry Cherner, Yura Tatishchev, the living embodiment of the city of Chelyabinsk, Maxim Irtyshsky, the living embodiment of the city of Omsk, Ilya Tomin, the living embodiment of the city of Kurgan, drummer Mari Gorash, Sasha Blaus, Kirill Roki, Andrey Pyrokinesis, Kirill Playingtheangel, singer Lera Yukki, and Masha Moskovskaya. Sasha always drinks like a fish at these parties with Mr. Zapoiv always drunk aka Dmitry Cherner and the mother of rock aka the queen of drama aka Sasha Blaus. But in the 90s Sasha became addicted to drugs, and it became a real disaster. He kicked Masha out of his apartment. Sasha saw neither an anchor nor a way out and could afford a lot. From 1991 to 1999, he hung out with a crowd of drug addicts. However, in 1999, Dmitry Cherner, who had risen from the dead, came to the club where Sasha hung out. Thanks to a series of throws, long punches, and swimming in the icy waters of the Neva River, Sasha Romanov was able to overcome his addiction and regain his composure. Today, Sasha Romanov leads a normal life, occasionally drinking and smoking, and has even decided to pursue a career in music. The fourth is Kamalia Mukhammadovna Volzhskaya, née Zilant, the living embodiment of the city of Kazan. Her illness was drug addiction. Well, let's just say she's a brave and fearless girl, very proud and confident in herself, which played a cruel trick on her. Kamalia decided to single-handedly destroy the Hadi Taktaş gang. The Hadi Taktaş gang, which controlled a significant part of Kazan in the 1990s, engaged in criminal activities such as racketeering, money laundering, contract killing, extortion, prostitution, and drug trafficking. In short, they were scoundrels and thugs. She had come to the street controlled by the gang, but unfortunately, there were more of them and they immediately used drugs on her. While Kamalia was convulsing from the drug, they dragged her inside and took her captive. From 1993 to 2002, she was held captive in a state of constant drug addiction, and she was even raped once. However, all celebrations come to an end, and retribution is inevitable.And retribution was not long in coming: the gang leaders were detained, and in January 2002, the gang's main base was stormed by Dmitry Cherner, Svyatoslav Volzhsky, and teams of police officers, SOBR, and OMON. As a result of the assault, all the remaining members of the gang were eliminated. Svyatoslav carried poor Kamalia in his arms. The girl was very thin, pale, and barely alive, with her pupils the size of a five-ruble coin. She was suffering from withdrawal symptoms and begging for a dose.Later, Cherner decided to treat Kamalia, and under the strict supervision of Yaroslav Vozhsky, the father of Svyatoslav, who is also a living embodiment of the city of Yaroslavl, and Vasilisa Vozhskaya, the mother of Svyatoslav, who is also a living embodiment of the city of Tver. Under their supervision and permission, she drank the energy drink "Atomic Power Plant," which is contraindicated for drug addicts, as recommended by Dmitry Cherner. The energy drink helps to remove all drugs from the blood and stomach of the addict, even those that were ingested ten, twenty, or more years ago. But Dima miscalculated the amount of energy drink for Kamalia and the amount of drugs in her body. He was hoping for the bandits to be human, but he was wrong: the bandits drugged Kamalia so much that she had five or more overdoses.As a result, a whole year has passed since Kamalia was rescued. At this time, Kamalia's whole day looked like this: from 7 a.m. to 1 p.m. she vomits continuously, from 1 p.m. to 2 p.m. she rests, and at 2:30 p.m. her first urge to vomit begins, and from 3 p.m. to midnight she vomits again, then she loses consciousness from fatigue and exhausted sleeps until 6 a.m., at 6:30 a.m. she wakes up and everything starts all over again vomiting, resting, trying to eat, vomiting, sleep, vomiting, and so on for a year, everything repeated Kamalia lost weight and was pale in constant delirium.One day, she was delirious and vomiting, or maybe Kamalia was in her right mind. But the point is that Kamalia called Vaselisa her mother and begged her to stop the pain, promising to be a good girl and an obedient daughter if Vaselisa would stop the pain. Kamalia had never done or said anything like this before, and her mental state was severely compromised. Vaselisa immediately comforted the broken and distressed girl, as any mother would do.After a year, Kamalia's suffering came to an end, and she began to recover. She started living a healthy lifestyle, became an athlete, mastered all kinds of sports, and maintains a healthy lifestyle, except for drinking with her friends. In 2009, she even managed to become the capital of Russian sports. The fifth was Alexandra Arturovna Cherner, nee Blaus, until 2018. Her illnesses include alcoholism, temporary amnesia, sleep paralysis, panic attacks, anorexia, mental disorder, and drug addiction. She may experience severe trembling in her hands from a single explosion of fireworks, as well as apathy and self-harm.: she deliberately cuts herself. It all started in 2011, when she ran away from home with her boyfriend, Dima Cherner, after arriving in the big city of Moscow. In comparison, Mitra, the capital of Sasha's home world, was a village compared to even the small towns of Mitra Earth, and Sasha was in awe of Moscow's vastness and vibrancy. Dima could spend hours watching Sasha's childlike fascination with everything around her, and Sasha's behavior was completely cultured.Sasha got involved in the life of the capital, but then difficulties began with their young love, Dima was not inexperienced in love and could turn everything into pain very quickly. And so it happened, Dima started drinking alcohol, Sasha followed him, and then Dima came home under the dose, and Sasha tried the dose that day she was on the path of a drug addict. They were drinking and slowly going crazy, during one of the binges, Dima and Sasha woke up, and Sasha seriously asked what Dima's name was, he had the same question for her, and they got to know each other again and slept together. They were discovering each other again and again. It was an endless cycle, they were on the edge, but out of habit, they didn't change anything. This is how Sasha and Dima spent 2011. In 2012, Sasha left Dima, they had a fight, she went to St. Petersburg, but she couldn't stay there for long and returned to Moscow. Sasha, half-drunk and delirious, drove her car through a traffic light towards Dima's house, saying, "Wait for me a little, and we'll see each other soon." She almost hit someone, and it turned out to be figure skating coach Eteri Tutberidze and her students, Yulia Lipnitskaya and Evgeniya Medvedeva. Thanks to Tutberidze's quick reaction, no one was injured. Tutberidze was furious and shouted at Sasha, but she didn't care. She was already on her way to Dima's floor. After a brief meeting, they slept together, but four days later, they had another argument, and Sasha returned to St. Petersburg, saying, "I won't be yours anymore. It's so difficult for me to love you, but you won't see me again." Dima angrily punched a hole in her door and left.Where he was before 2013 will be announced later. As a result, Sasha quickly became addicted to drugs and alcohol and fell into a very bad company. Sometimes she wanted to die, she felt tired, and she started having panic attacks and sleep paralysis. This is how Dima and Sasha spent 2012. 2013 for Sasha can be described in one word - a complete mess. She was mentally and physically exhausted Sasha began amnesia due to drugs and a number of other bad factors, the girl lost her memory she was taken by the family of the Babochkin they saved Sasha and she changed her name and now she is Maria Andreevna Babochkina, but the drug past did not let go and she fell into addiction again. One more thing can be said Sasha changed became a blonde before she was a brown-haired. And in the moments of this drug-induced madness, Masha found herself in some incomprehensible, overcrowded city, whether it was Chicago, Moscow, Tokyo, or all of them at once, and Masha woke up in this nightmare every time she fell asleep, and the eternal anxiety woke up with her "in the morning" in this place. Masha didn't remember what had happened the day before, or how many days had passed, and the dreams haunted her at night once again, and she realized that she couldn't escape. She tried to scream, but no sound came out. This frightened the girl very much, and every time she traveled through this city in her broken subconscious, she had a very severe headache from every street of this city in her lucid dream, and this frightened Masha.And at some point, she met her "past" in this imaginary city, unknown soldiers with unicorn head emblems (Paradise Island Military Police) and fighters in green cloaks with wing emblems, and they attacked her, shouting "Sasha, you're a traitor, die!" Masha ran away, not understanding why they wanted to kill her and called her Sasha when she was Masha. And she no longer understands what is saving her, and these constant fears in her head make her run away, and she is terrified that she may die. One day, she saw the silhouette of a Shadow, and he saved her, and she felt a connection with him. She cried and screamed: "I do not know where I am, please find me and save me in the morning!"At first, she was afraid of this Shadowy One because he attacked and killed the soldiers who were chasing her.Masha was afraid that she would be the next, but she knew that if she didn't wake up, she would lose herself. She was so cold and lonely, and there was no one she could trust. Masha, or whoever she really was, Sasha or Yulia, understood that if she didn't wake up, she would surely go mad in this endless nightmare. Once again, she pleaded with the Shadow's silhouette, "Please take me away from this cold.". Eternal anxiety and mixed feelings suffocate Masha every day, and she doesn't remember how it was before. If she could ask how her day is going, Masha would answer, but the gunfight in her soul prevents her from doing so. She keeps asking the same unanswered question: "I don't understand what's saving me here anymore." Masha has smoked an entire pack, but it hasn't helped her. She's in a panic, fearing that she'll soon die and won't know where she is. Perhaps someone will find her in the morning.But the girl found salvation in this man who looked like a Shadow, and Masha began to remember who she really was. She knew that if she didn't wake up, she would get lost in this nightmare, where it was cold and there was no one to trust. She decided to leave this nightmare with the Shadow, who was fighting his way through the soldiers. Masha (Sasha) noticed that he was covered in golden lines, as if he were from the future. Masha wondered, "Where did he come from?" Masha remembered that this Shadow was important to her, and she knew that if she didn't wake up, she would definitely go crazy. And she knew that the Shadow would take her away from this cold, and as she walked, remembering herself, she decided to wake up because if she didn't wake up, she would lose herself, and she would never lose herself.She would escape from this nightmare because it was so cold and there was no one to trust. She followed the silhouette, which took the form of a warrior in ancient Russian armor and a red cloak. Masha remembered her name before she lost her memory: Sasha. Her real name was Alexandra Arturovna Blaus. Sasha realized that if she didn't wake up, she would surely go mad. She followed the silhouette, knowing that it would take her away without asking. Sasha touched his face, it was Dima, and he gently stroked her hair and cheeks. Suddenly, Sasha woke up from this nightmare. The girl's body was lying on the floor, but there was hope in her dilated pupils. That night, Masha merged with Sasha and returned. At first, Sasha was afraid that she would disappear, as her past identity could destroy her, but no. Masha easily returned to her body. Now, Sasha decided that she needed to get out of here and began searching for a way out. She was almost desperate, but she managed to find Dima's number, and she started calling, texting, and sending voice messages.However, Dima did not pay attention to her. One of Sasha's voice messages said, "Please talk to me, I can't move at all. They're all around me. I'm sick, and I can't see anything." Dima did not respond. One day, Sasha and several of her drug-addicted friends were put in a car and were about to be sold in Tver, but they changed their minds and decided to go to Moscow and hand over three drug-addicted girls to a brothel. Before she lost consciousness from an overdose, Sasha managed to record a voice message for Dima. She wrote that she was traveling with friends and that they would most likely die in a car accident. That's exactly what happened. The car flew off the road and crashed to the ground. Sasha managed to buckle up, but the others died. Sasha woke up in Tachopolis, and Dima found and saved her. Later that day, Sasha's rehabilitation began, and she got rid of drug addiction and other bad habits, but not from smoking. In 2022, she began to smoke much less and alcohol only at parties and holidays.Her only current problem is panic attacks, but this is treatable. This was the case for Sasha and Dima in 2013. In 2014, Sasha managed to reconcile with her parents and even introduce them to Dima. The sixth and last is Dmitry Alekseevich Cherner, who has a whole bouquet of diseases: alcoholism, drug addiction, split personality, bipolar disorder, and he has lost himself. He has fallen into depression and completely neglected his health. It all started when he stole Sasha and they ran away from the girl's parents, but then he felt guilty for everything he had done and caused, and he started drinking a lot and dragged Sasha into it. One day, someone offered him a drug, and he took it with the words: "If the barn burns, the house will burn too." He came home, and Sasha started using drugs with him.He started drinking, and Sasha started using drugs. She ran away to avoid being with him. He caused a commotion in the neighborhood. He gave her his heart, but where is her heart in return? He doesn't remember the way home. Sasha's love is in bags, zippers, and envelopes, while Dima's love is in enduring her pain. Dima stopped saying he would stop drinking and secretly poured himself another drink. Dima gave up on his dream or accidentally lost it, and he once told Sasha, "Let the people around me scream and... I gave up everything I had. But you... But I will never leave you, Sasha." Their drug addiction also led to self-criticism. Dima remembered Sasha naked, but he didn't remember her happy, and then it happened again. Dima didn't just want to slap her; he wanted her to fall a meter. All the wounds on her neck were his doing.Their shared addiction went beyond. He undressed her in public while she was out of her mind, and they forgot their names in the morning. He poured for two and asked Sasha to let him go that night, to tell him about love again. But in the end, they both realized what it was. It was an endless cycle. They went beyond. Sasha and Dima also realized that it was not safe to be together. They slowly faded away and became those who hated. It was their year 2011. In 2012, Dima had a fight with Sasha, and she left, and he decided to let her go. He let her go to pursue her dreams, and they played together again, like they used to do as children, in the late spring, holding hands. In those moments, he realized that he would make a body out of her scent. He would break down doors just to make her cry. Dima also knew that he was saying in his mind, "I WOULD SELL MY SOUL AND THEN RETURN IT SO THAT SASHA WOULD LOVE ME IN THE WRONG WAY." Dima tortured himself, but he also did useful things, such as eliminating drug dealers. He either ordered their deaths or came in person and eliminated anyone associated with drugs. He didn't want this drug-related filth to destroy someone's life or family, as it had done to him.Sometimes Dima would pick up a dead and broken phone and call his mother to ask for help and forgiveness for his sins. Dima couldn't see them from above, and he was haunted by the dreams he had sown at the beginning of his journey. All he could see were crosses, and something in his chest ached in those gray apartments. No one could save him from himself, but he knew it was all a product of his broken mind, because he knew that the blue flame in his mouth would become visible again. Even if it was an epilogue, Dima couldn't break his word again. On the ruined canvas, he would see beauty. He knew the ending so well that he was ready to die: Dima was so exhausted that he saw everyone but himself in the reflection of the glass. He also said, "It seems like everything is in vain, and my fate is to stain the entire handkerchief with blood." After all, there is a message from you in these cracks, Sasha.Then Sasha came, and for four days everything was fine, but then Sasha left again for St. Petersburg. Dima went after her, but she said she didn't need him. He got angry and kicked the door, leaving a hole in it. After that, he looked at her angrily and left. He got drunk at a bar, lay in the garbage, and boarded the last train to Moscow. Dima woke up in a drug rehabilitation center, chuckled to himself, and said, "I've fallen so low that I'm in a mental hospital." He got out of bed, walked over to the window, estimated the height, and jumped out of the sixth-floor window. He landed on the ground, got up, and walked home, covered in blood.And it started, Dima was drinking as if it were the last time, he wasn't in control of his actions, but the main thing was that he was going on a long journey and had forgotten his cigarettes on the balcony. Dima would return and look at himself in the mirror on the doorstep, and the main thing was that the demons, the demons, the demons hadn't taken over. It was a good thing that he was stuck in the boundaries of his body and soul for an hour, drenched in alcohol, as if it were the last time.He also judged Sasha for who she was, because he had thousands of thoughts burning inside him, and Dima was suffering like a child, while Sasha was high. As always, under the influence of drugs, Sasha was speeding up. Sasha was lying on the street again, and Dima was drunk again. Sasha was the queen of all the junkies, and all the drug addicts in St. Petersburg had brought her gifts. They were immersed in self-destruction, and their main goal was to keep the demons at bay. Sasha knew that love was ugly. She knows that love doesn't forgive them, and the dawn without Dima is also ugly. They both understand that the flowers falling from the sky to the ground are the last remnants of beauty. This is how 2012 passed. In 2013, Dima's moral decay continued as he drank and dated a girl named Tanya Smenkina, who destroyed his mental state and dragged him into a debt pit. At that moment, Dima hated himself and realized that he and Sasha were lost souls in this pathetic world of evil. However, he continued to surround himself with bad girls. His phone screen was dirty, but not from his fingers. Inside him, there was a beauty that Sasha could only dream of. Unfortunately, he couldn't tell her what he had taken the day before, as he had forgotten the names of the substances. If Sasha could, she would have looked into his eyes with regret, but he would have had nothing to say, and she would have had nothing to respond to.Sasha would be replaced by an artificial soul, in which he would drown without reaching the bottom. The crystalline larva pulls him towards the sky, wherever he is, and the synthetic truth gets on his nerves, but this is not the first or the thousandth time. He doesn't want to realize the pit he's digging for himself, as the "snowfall" continues above them. Dima continues to find insurmountable flaws in himself to justify his actions. He was in such a state that he fell to the floor for the last time, and if he could, he would have sworn his love to Sasha for the last time, before his guilt took over. Today, Dima is drunk again, and everyone is looking at him through the eyes of his current friends. He remembers that Sasha can't understand this, but it's undeniable, just like what Lisa, Sasha's mother, whispered to her, urging her to leave Dima: "He's two-faced and shameless," her mother whispered, trying to reason with her poor daughter and convince her to break free from this bad company.At this point, Tatiana looks like a snake that's choking him, but who cares, because autumn is driving dry leaves through Moscow, and Dima's thoughts are consumed by... In the morning, Dima is alone, and he takes amisulpride, not remembering how many years or winters he's spent in this state. Dima burns to the ground, and Tatiana adds fuel to the fire. Then Sasha texts him, and he ignores her, but when she says they're going to die, Dima immediately becomes sober. He grabs his weapons and belongings and runs out of the apartment, shouting, "Sasha, I'm coming after you. Wait for me." And Dima followed her through the forest, searching for her in the corridors and gray floors across the country.While searching for Sasha, Dima remembered the year 2012, and thinking about Sasha was tantamount to committing suicide. And because of her, there was sparkling wine in his glass. But Dima knew and said to himself, "As long as alprazolam is in my stomach, I won't let you get involved in this mess." However, he also realized that with each drug-induced psychedelic experience, he longed to return to a normal life with her. Dima didn't understand why he had traded all his love for drinking and drugs, and he remembered that others had said bad things about Sasha, but he had proudly accepted all the insults directed at her and then gotten into fights. However, he realized that these were just words. Dima also acknowledged his mistakes and made futile attempts to fix things, but in the end, he simply watched the sunset from the balcony in silence.As he passed the hospital where he had been admitted in 2012, he thought, "It's strange, so strange." After gaining his freedom, he and Sasha were trapped, but then he remembered the day of the argument in St. Petersburg and its consequences. "It's strange, so strange that I managed to catch the last train." And a few frames from his memories, in which he goes to the window and falls out of it, and while he falls to the ground, an imaginary "Sapsan" from his memories passes by, in which he goes home drunk and high on drugs in the train's vestibule. After a long search, he finds her in a broken car on the side of the Moscow-Tver highway. He went down, broke the door, and pulled Sasha out. She was unconscious, covered in blood, and had a broken arm. Dima carried Sasha out in time, because there was an explosion behind him. The car was badly damaged in the accident and eventually exploded. He took her back to his home in Tachopolis and began to reflect on himself and the mess he had made. He wondered if it was worth continuing. After all, the fear in their hearts was the one that would decide where they would go, and their world was drowning in tears. The most important thing for them was not to forget how the sky was losing its color. Sasha was in pain, but she would breathe with Dima until the end. Dima thought that they were running away again, just like they had when they were nine years old. They both remember how it used to be, but now it's different. Dima will spend half of his life with Sasha, and she just needs to believe in him. No matter how difficult it is for him to find all these endless meanings, it might be easier and better for him to withdraw into himself to avoid offending anyone in the future.After much thought, Dima and Sasha decided to start over. They fell in love with each other again, and this time it worked out. Sasha realized that Dima was willing to give her the world. She turned on the lights in her room. As long as Dima was there, Sasha played her best role. In this film, where there is no script or limitations, they could express their love. Sasha decided that she couldn't live without him, and she was happy to have him hold her all night. He has scars on his heart, and she's trembling all over. She wants him to hold her all night, even if Dima kills her in the morning, but he won't because he loves her. He's overcome his addictions and is fighting for their love, and he'll give her the whole universe. This is how their 2013 went. From the challenges and addictions in 2011 to their true and eternal love from 2013 to the present.In 2014, Dima met Sasha's parents again. Sasha's father, Arthur Blaus, almost killed Dima when he found out where his daughter was, but everything turned out fine. Arthur made Dima swear that he would protect his daughter. Dima said that he would protect Sasha even at the cost of his own life. Arthur was impressed and agreed to Dima's marriage to his daughter.
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