It was dark
And it was so quiet
No one bothered me.
I was sitting in front of the window
And the kitchen was illuminated from the street by the light of lanterns
And I was sitting by the window
And I was alone in the kitchen
I just washed my face recently
And I brushed my teeth
I sat and thought for a long time
About your future
About not being able to do anything
I look beautiful in the photo
But only because
what's under the layer of foundation and mascara
It was my face
And thanks to all the filters in the camera app
What made me like this
But this effect won't last long.
And in the evening I'll wash it off,
What did you draw for so long in the morning
But it doesn't matter anymore
There are dark spots on the legs
After the evil mosquitoes
There is a huge scar on his stomach
After the operation, I've been walking with him for a year now
There are defects on the hands too
After playing with the cat
And I only see flaws in myself
And I'll be alone
Mom's going to die
Dad's going to die
Everyone will die sometime
And I will be alone in this world
Nobody needs me
Who wants to mess with me?
Who needs me like this?
After all, there will always be people in this world
Who are better than me.