Why did you do that?
August 23, 2024 at 5:34 AM
How painful it is, however, to look at that,
How they love someone, but not you.
Tears are shining in my eyes again,
Which can no longer be hidden.
And anger boils inside,
which it is impossible to hide,
But you can still stop it,
You just need to control yourself.
Your world is bursting inside
On the fragments of broken hopes.
What did you hope for, rejecting all your feelings?
Anger, resentment or hatred,
What's boiling inside you,
You can no longer hide them by hiding your true feelings.
But how long will the will last,
Seeing how you break fate?
You hold a knife in your hands, as if it will save you,
And the eyes don't sparkle like they used to,
They lost their old love.
Stop it! It doesn't have to last forever!
How long can you torment and break your life?
Your world has been torn apart,
Do you think it's impossible to assemble these parts?
You are always with me,
I hear your voice in my soul.
My heart is poisoned by poison,
Which cannot be cured again.
My soul will never find peace again,
Remembering what happened to you.
Our souls are divided into parts,
Which cannot be glued together again.
We were linked by the same fate.,
Which, as it seemed, could not be broken in any way,
But I also did the impossible, and I made my mistake.,
For which I will not forgive myself in any way.
I won't be able to forgive myself.,
For the words I said back then.
That day, filled only with my malice,
What was I mad at you for?
These days are burning in my memory again,
When I saw your happy smile
And innocent words about love,
Which I took only as a joke.
But all these memories dissolved like dust.,
It was as if nothing had happened.
If I could have saved you then
And not to say those terrible words,
Then everything could have turned out differently,
And not what I got in the end.
If you can hear me,
That's what I want to tell you,
That I'm sorry about what happened
And I would like to change everything.
You were dear to me not only as a close friend,
But so is the brother I lost by mistake.
The only thing I want right now is for you to be by my side.,
Like before, but it will never be returned.
