"Eternal Friend" (+"Support")

"Who has smelled onions here? What did the waterfall do to his face? - he approached and sat down next to the person on the porch, who was sitting with his head bowed" "Nothing," he answered calmly, although one could feel a tremor in his voice. Fingers constantly touched the hair, making a mess there, and the eyes were like a water surface. Which hides with its thickness of water something hidden from our eyes at the bottom. "Our start was great, and the end was even better. But we threw it all away and started from the beginning" "Can you keep up with me?" Tired already "Okay, no questions," he stood up and took a couple of steps back. "Is that okay?" "Yeah. You know... although nothing, he almost turned his head to the interlocutor to share his concerns and worries. Looking for support in him, which was so lacking now. Maybe it will be a quiet listener, a counselor or a psychologist. Whoever it was, he just wanted to be listened to, heard and smiled at. But he couldn't get the picture out of his head. Where he is told that your experiences are unimportant. And you can and must keep them in yourself and fight them alone. Without witnesses" "Um, what? Still decided to tell me something? Come on, I'm ready. I'm waiting," sitting straight and straightening his back, and putting his hands on his knees. He showed that he was ready to listen to him. "But nothing. Better forget it. That's just nonsense. It's just all big nonsense that I don't understand. And you know what's the funniest thing? That I don't even want to understand it. I just don't want to. I'm just tired of it all. From those screams, from those quarrels. I just don't understand them. Can't we just come to an agreement first, before involving me in this cycle? Or do it quietly yourself. That person knows how to do it. But something constantly, if something related to ******** is needed. I am needed right away. And nothing, that if you want to be able to do something, you need practice. And where to get it if you ask someone to do it for you. And the other one is great too. Is it difficult to look at all the possible options and buy the one that suits you best? I'm just tired of it. I don't understand them," these emotions have been living in his heart and head for more than a year. He is constantly looking for a balance with them so as not to lose his balance over the abyss of "Inevitability". And while he managed to do it. Although from time to time it explodes like this. Because he constantly keeps everything in his head and has no one to share it with. Here it is again. In order to talk to someone, he hides himself more and more. He must keep his emotions to himself and not show them to anyone. If you didn't want to do something about it. But these are all instructions that were tied to him with barbed wire. They began to collapse. By opening our eyes to a small child who constantly suffers from quarrels between adults. Constant efforts of each of the parties to drag her to their side. "Can I hug you?" he asked quietly, getting to his feet, so as not to cause further harm. Therefore, a rod that has endured all this and is about to break without proper help. "Huh," getting to his feet and approaching the other, he was afraid to touch it with his hands at first. Feeling the warmth on them. The real warmth that he once lost a long time ago. He buried his nose in such a familiar, native smell. What a cocoon protected you from the troubles of this world. But closing your eyes and separating your thoughts from your body. Your soul plunged into the place where you felt most safe. To regain vitality there and after a few seconds, opening his eyes. To see that he is no longer there and to go on his way. The one that leads to where you choose.