Uncertain Love

I guess I'll love you, but I'm not sure. I feel like I love you though. But its so blurry in the inside. When we first met, I thought that I could love, i could love you more than anything but then I stopped myself from doing that. It wasn't just because we can't be together; it didn't feel right to love you because you were someone I didn't know. I don't believe in love at first sight. Besides you wouldn't know if i just loved you. I think I felt that you are someone I could love, and that’s why I think I love you. I'm not sure if I want to love you. Like, can the bird love the tree, or will the tree know that bird is in love with it? I feel that I can love you. I want to sit next to you and sing, a kiss to your forehead as if i am reading your mind but who i am to you. I am just someone you met, an ordinary person. You might not even remember me, but Can i forget you. I don’t know you. I don’t know your name. I don’t know anything about you—Do you like rain, how you like your coffee. Can I buy you plushies.. I feel that I can love you, but maybe we won’t see each other again. Even the existence of you makes me feel that I can love you, but I’m not sure. Loving you would make me change, and I’m not sure if I want to change. You make me feel that I want to change and become a better person. So that i can deserve you. That’s why I like the idea of loving you. But if I love you and can't be with you, then I will be miserable, and I can’t stand that. I don’t know what to do, so tell me, should I love you? - Someone