Another night

Kovrik feeling just tired. Of everything. Who knew that it's work will be so damn hard? Who knew that life will be so rough? Well nobody. The main character there's just 23 years old guy with really a lot mental issues. And he has other problem.Unrequited love. He loved one blonde hair guy, who name is Listy. He was perfect, handsome, nice ,cute and etc. But he loved someone else. He will never be with Kovrik, will he?. And the realization hits badly. Every day,it's so damn bad. But today happened.. Something really bad for Kovrik. Listy kissed one woman and said that it's his girlfriend. Ofc Kovrik don't want to hurt Listy's gf, but it just feels so bad. Knowing that he will never be yours. And it's the late evening , 9 pm. Sunset already happened, so it was dark and cold outside. And so lonely. Nobody was there. Nobody was there for Kovrik when he needed it so much, just like now. He literally crying mess now, he can't stop. Grown ass man can't stop crying, how pathetic (I'm not saying that men can't cry, it's just a text, I don't think like that!) . So, Kovrik took a blade and started to cut his wrist. He used to thiz. He knew WHAT he was doing but he didn't care. Cuts were really deep, it's started to bleeding. It hurts a lot. Almost ike broken heart. And nobody will notice cuts. And even if notice, they won't care. Nobody will care. Cuz he had no one.