After all, there is no one left...

Of course, I didn’t expect this, but I woke up. Yes, first he shot himself, and then he woke up. I looked at the calendar and my heart sank. Twenty sixth of October. This was definitely not part of my plans. I realized that no matter how many times I tried to kill myself, I would come back. And this torture will last forever. But I decided not to give up. I thought that if it didn’t work out this way, it would work out somehow differently. I decided to jump off the tallest building in the city. Ironically, it had twenty-six floors. This number seems to be haunting me. Fortunately, the elevator was working, and it was not difficult for me to get to the roof of the building. I stood on the edge. A beautiful picture opened before my eyes: a city at sunset. Such a magical phenomenon! Of course, it’s better to watch it at sea, but even now the sky is beautiful. The color scheme of the clouds and their beauty made me forget about all my problems for a moment. But then my gaze fell on the city itself. Silent, quiet, deserted. I even thought that life here was not so terrible, but I remembered my shock and despair when I learned about what had happened. Although, did I fully understand what was happening? Of course not. I didn’t figure out how I got here, what I could do here… I just gave up. But it was justified. I chuckled. I was standing on the roof of a tall building, about to jump, and… I was thinking about such topics. Perhaps my subconscious was trying to protect me from death. I never realized how wonderful my life was. In principle, I was pleased, but minor misunderstandings simply caused a wave of indignation in me. And now… I agree to even double the amount of such troubles just to return to my world. How wonderful it was after all! There were people there… Because I’m so afraid of loneliness! How did it all turn out… No! I can not stand! With these words, I looked at my hometown for the last time, closed my eyes and jumped. Those were the most painful seconds… As I thought then…