" I sat and imagined "

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An ostraciferous tree floated in the heart, When she and I were still knees free. We were souls, broken and vile But fairy tales seethed and filled our souls. We were in love, like stars in the sky, And they shone like diamonds in sparkling water. But the wind of change played its game, And the tender world was torn in two with one movement of the hand. She became an icy wind driving the clouds, And I am a firestorm that burns unbearably. We're holding on to the last thread But separation is already ringing bells, drowning out our cries. She stands on top of a granite rock, And I am swimming in the dark and pitch-black abyss. But what will happen next? Who will she smile at? Let me choose my fate, and I will accept what will happen. Let us now be irreconcilable enemies, But in my soul I am still melting with boundless love. Preserve the appearance of happiness in our destinies, And continue our journey, even though our lips have darkened with tragedy... ..I fly on the wings of poetry, My lines are the essence of my body. But my love is silent, I won't say that we don't laugh anymore. We walked together, we breathed together, Our hearts burned with joy. But deep down the war broke out, And our souls are no longer united. Christmas is coming into our lives He brought us peace and joy. But I know that it hurts from perishable shackles, Everything is falling apart, time cannot be returned. And I hide the fire in my chest No one will know that we are happy. Only in the night, by flickering candles, I'll tell you that I forgive you, that I forgot. You brought a soul into my soul, Your love is a tender thrill. But when you leave, I stay here A lonely poet with a sad light. How painful it is for us, how strange it is to live, That it all ends cannot be denied. But for Christmas we will smile, To give bright lies in the hearts. We'll be friends, but that's not it The thing that you always want to be near. I know it's over But I will hide my pain with a false smile. So let the stars shine above us, Mix with the sky, my pain. Hiding my wounds, I melt in tears, I close you from any light gaze. And I wish everyone a Merry Christmas, I wish you happiness in your soul. But there is no one else in the world than you, Fate will not be able to separate us...

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