Extraversion Of Death

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Original story:
https://ficbook.net/readfic/01899bcd-428f-76ff-b51c-613f9f7da735
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Size:
planned Maxi, written 93 pages, 40,812 words, 10 chapters
Tags:
Alcohol Angst Dark Dirty realism Drama Drug trafficking Gray morality Jargon Mentions of drugs Obscene language Psychology Psychosomatic disorders Romance Self-harm Smoking Underage Violence
Description:
«I used to have a lot of small problems - moving to a new house, my mother's pregnancy, a new college... Having met Ryan Types, the most popular guy in college, I fell hopelessly in love and tasted his lifestyle. Now there is only one problem - my drug addiction. And either I can defeat it, or it will kill me.» Marianne gets involved in a dangerous relationship, trying to save a person from falling to the bottom. But is it possible to help someone who doesn't want to be saved?
Notes:
A fairly popular story among Russian readers (more than 150k views on the wattpad). Author's Notes: This is a very emotional, depressive, sick, but at the same time an instructive story that I have been writing for 5 years. I hope you like it. I warn you that many warnings (and genres) are not included in the header, so read at your own risk. I am not a fan of spoiling the plots of works, especially if they are written by me. Think a few times about whether you should read this. The psyche, I think, can go to hell, but who does that stop? I forbid publishing this work anywhere. I'm not kidding. Don't even try. Thanks to everyone who leaves feedback! This is the best support for the author. I try to answer each one as much as I have the strength. The original is written in Russian (check in profile). The translator - Sofia Bezmenoff Pleasant reading for Everybody.
Dedication:
To anyone who believes that former drug addicts, after all, are
Publishing on other websites:
Prohibited in any form
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Preface

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In the modern world, every person has a sea of temptations: for some it could be sex, for other it could be money, for another it’s drugs… There are also those who prefer everything at once. There are people who are fully aware of their actions, others are not, and some of them do it under the influence. In any case, each of us at least once turned off the head when we got what we wanted for a long time. You need to understand that people get hooked on drugs absolutely voluntarily, it’s just that not everyone fully understands this. If you are given pills or powder under any pretext, you always have the right to refuse. And if it’s not — think about what’s wrong with these people. Because everything can be wrong. It is very difficult to change the people around you, but it is much more difficult to get rid of addiction. The situation becomes more complicated if, on the contrary, it pulls to try. And then again and again. Dozens, hundreds of times. In any case, the next (or not the next) day you can go to a rehabilitation center and they will help you cope with it. But is this what you want?.. “The Extraversion of Death” is a story about teenagers and drugs, about a terrible time when one addiction is replaced by another, more severe, and life itself is the pursuit of a “high”. The narration is conducted on behalf of a young girl who is losing care and understanding among her closest ones and starting to look for it in other people and things. And one day she will be destined to understand that drugs are not the way out, this is a dead end, an endless hell that decomposes the body during all the lifetime. Or maybe she’d find out when it was too late. Like any of the addicts. Enjoy the reading. And remember that:

The life of a drug addict is not an eternal free high,

the life of a drug addict is not a bright crazy trip,

the life of a drug addict — when you get up in the morning

or when you died while trying to come long ago.*

*(the original text is in the form of a verse, which we sacrificed to preserve the meaning)
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