«Twilight». Imagines & One Shots

Being Jasper Hale's girlfriend: • You lived in Forks. • Became one of the newly converted vampires for the Victoria Army. • She gave command of you to Riley Biers, who trained you. • You and Jasper met completely by accident. You were trying to hunt in the city, and he was passing by, hurrying about his business, but the sounds of some kind of fuss attracted his attention. • He barely stopped you from killing a passerby and tried to prove that you can drink and not human blood. • You didn't really believe it, but there were few options, either human blood or animal blood, so you decided to at least try animal blood. • Jasper told me that he and his family usually hunt deer and you decided to try it too. • After the human blood, the animal was… strange. • But you decided to give yourself a chance to try to live on animal blood. • It turned out that it was quite possible. • But Riley shouldn't have found out about it, otherwise he would have killed you, so you tried to disguise it somehow. • You even broke into the hospital and stole several bags of human blood in order to feed not from a living person. • You didn't notice much difference between feeding with blood bags and feeding from a warm human body. • Unless in the case of a person there was a feeling of saturation; adrenaline and excitement of the chase, when the victim was running away from a vampire, and the blood in a living person was warmer than in the package. • Jasper told you that if anything happens, you can contact him or his family and they will be happy to help you control your thirst. • You remembered it. But I was still afraid of them all, even though I didn't know any of them by sight. • Riley came to you on the eve of the battle and told you that tomorrow you are going against other vampires. • You were nervous all night and, as soon as it got light, you went outside. • It turned out that you were not the only one and about five of your "brothers" were already wandering on the street. This made me a little happy. • About an hour and a half later, Riley came to you. He explained only that now you will have to fight vampires, the same as yourself, but they were weaker than you. • When you were almost at the scene of the battle, Riley said that you would have to run further. • When you saw Jasper on the battlefield, you almost stopped dead in your tracks, but realizing that you would easily be killed on the spot right now, you continued to move, ending up behind Riley and the others, who immediately began to fight. • After seeing what's going on and how strong this clan really is, after seeing the werewolves, you left. You left Riley, who ran away somewhere as soon as everyone started fighting, you left the army of vampires, many of whom became close to you in a year, unable to see their inevitable death. You didn't know where to go, so you quickly climbed a tree and looked around to choose a direction. Having made a quick decision, you headed to the city to hide. • You literally ran home for a few minutes to get some things and change. You remembered that you left the window in your room open because it was too hot outside. Although you couldn't know if your mom and dad closed this window, but, fortunately for you, it turned out to be open. You knew that your parents had put you on the wanted list, but there was nothing you could do about it until you learned to control your thirst. You really wanted to return to your family, but you couldn't, because you were afraid to accidentally or intentionally (after all, these are people, and their blood has become a kind of drug for you over the past time) kill them. • Jasper found you in the woods. You were literally sure that he could read minds, but as it turned out, he read your emotions and could change them. "I'm glad you survived", Jasper said softly. His voice enveloped you like a warm blanket. "What will happen now?" you whispered, looking back at him. "Let's go," he held out his hand to you. "I… we'll help you." • He brought you to his family. • For the first few days, you shied away from them like from a fire or a plague. But then you realized (or rather Esme managed to talk to you a little) that only Edward can read thoughts, Alice sees the future that has already been determined, and Jasper controls the mood. Emmett was very strong, Rosalie was beautiful, Carlisle, despite the fact that he worked at the hospital, just kept himself from drinking human blood with a fantastic effort of will, and Esme… Esme was a mother and loved absolutely all her children and the rest of her family. • Only after that you calmed down a little. • The others explained to you that your vampire army led by Riley was actually created in order to destroy Bella Swan, Edward's human and girlfriend. That the army wasn't really run by Riley, but by Victoria, a red-haired vampire who wanted revenge on Edward for the murder of her lover, James. After such an explanation, to be honest, you are even more confused. The Cullens even had to draw you a diagram with detailed explanations of who went where and for what. • But after a while you figured it out. • As you later realized, Jasper, even though he was converted during the Civil War, used to eat only human blood and he had certain difficulties with switching to another, animal diet. • You were wondering how he restrains animal instincts that just scream (you knew by yourself) when Edward's girlfriend, Bella, appears in their house or somewhere nearby, the same one that Victoria created you for. • You wanted to be like Carlisle, so that you drank animal blood, but you had strong self-control over human blood, because you could not and did not want to give up your family. • You were watching Jasper closely, trying to understand his mood or emotions. • They all trained you to look like a person and not arouse suspicion from other residents of the city. And control the thirst so that you can calmly finish your studies at school, as well as communicate with your family, without fear that you will cause them harm or pain. • When you were taught to control thirst, you appeared on the threshold of your home. Your parents were very happy that you were alive and well. • You thought Jasper was jealous of you. You hated lies and evasions, so you asked him right in the forehead: "What's going on, Jasper?" At first he didn't understand what you were talking about, but then, when you explained your question, he explained with a heavy sigh: "You learned to control your thirst in a few months, and I still can't learn it, even though I've been a vampire for almost a hundred and fifty years."* "Wow," you didn't even have time to think before you said the next words, "I didn't think you were so old." Realizing what you said, you bit your tongue, but it was already too late. There was no way to get the words back, so you looked at Jasper warily, and what if he was offended at you? In response, to your great surprise, there was a soft melodious laugh. You blinked slowly. "I've never thought about it that way, Y/N," he shook his head, grinning. "I am very glad that I amused you," you snorted in response, smiling when he looked at you. • You had a very good relationship with your classmates, or at least not bad, and many of them helped you catch up during your absence. • And your family and your classmates and teachers asked you where you have been for so long (a whole year!). You can't think of anything better than to tell a half-truth: you ran away from home to distract yourself from heavy thoughts about your future, as well as about exams and relax a little, met Riley (Bierce, but you didn't specifically specify his last name, because you didn't want to arouse anyone's suspicions), who may have also run away from home and went traveling together with him. You couldn't know for sure if he ran away or not because you didn't know each other before. • You were a little surprised that they believed you, but you tried very hard not to show it. And suddenly someone would suspect something. Although even the logical question "Why did Riley tell you his real name, because he could easily have called himself by some other name and you wouldn't have known anything until you looked at the missing persons ads?" almost put you in a stupor for a couple of seconds, but you quickly coped with yourself and she replied that you don't have the slightest idea about it, you can't be responsible for his logic and actions, only he can do it himself. And you don't know where he is now, because your paths have diverged and Riley didn't tell you where he plans to go. • You began to spend a lot of time with the Cullens, not forgetting also about your family and other friends. • You talked more with Esme, Carlisle (when he wasn't at work, of course), Bella, Alice and Jasper. • You and Jasper became friends after you talked to him openly. We became very friendly. They became almost best friends. • You were very happy about it. • He obviously is too. • At some point, you realized that you liked him. • You were scared of this and decided not to admit your feelings to him. • But the problem was that he felt your mood and if it was bad, then he tried to raise it, and that made it even worse for you, because he didn't know that you liked him, you were afraid to admit to him, you were just scared, and if you don't admit, then he he will continue to try to cheer you up … a vicious circle, in general, turned out… These thoughts have been haunting you for weeks, giving you no peace. • In the end, Edward couldn't stand it and one day came up to you to find out if you were going to tell Jasper about your feelings or if you were going to torment both yourself and him. You were taken aback and couldn't say a word. "Am I… am I torturing him? In what sense?" in the end, you blurted out incomprehensibly, looking dumbfounded at Edward. "He's in love with you. At least for the last few weeks, he's definitely been thinking about you in a romantic way." If you were still human, your heart would definitely miss a beat. "Talk", Edward advised, putting his hand on your shoulder and looking straight into your eyes, don't torment each other and just talk how… people." • You gave yourself another day to think, and then decided to find Jasper to talk. • For some reason, he was found in the forest, but not in the territory of the werewolves, so you entered there unhindered and found Jasper within a few minutes. "Hello, Jasper," you said softly. "Good evening, Y/N," he turned to you and slightly lifted the corners of his lips in a semblance of a smile. You exhaled heavily, panicked thoughts overcame you, but you gathered the will into a fist and decided to end everything immediately: "Do you like me?" it was not easy to say it, and then I wanted to run away. Far away. So that no one will find you. Never in your life. But you restrained yourself with a huge effort of will and remained standing in place. And various thoughts were already spinning in my head from "Damn, why did I say that at all?" to "He doesn't say anything, he's silent, he's standing and silent, I have to leave right now, urgently, now!" literally in a split second. Jasper stared at you as if he'd never seen you before. There was a flicker of fright in his gaze, but he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, more like a human habit, and then opened his eyes and exhaled softly: "Yes… Yes, Y/N, I really like you." "You to me too," you immediately blurted out, immediately embarrassed a little, because you were a little embarrassed by it. • After your mutual recognition, life became much easier, because you no longer ran away from Jasper and did not torment him with your bad mood because of your "unrequited" love, and instead of your previously heavy thoughts, and, accordingly, emotions, he felt your love and care for him. • You started dating and then the whole Cullen family was happy for Jasper and you. Bella also planned to join this damn strange family soon, if Edward proposed to her before Jasper asked for your hand. • You knew that Jasper wouldn't rush it because you have an eternity together (unless, of course, the Volturi come and kill you, because you were kind of turned by Victoria, whose entire army they had to exterminate in order to maintain order in the vampire world and so that people wouldn't suspect anything). Jasper would rather ask your father and mother's permission first before proposing directly to you, because he's a gentleman and it's part of his upbringing. Of course, you can do without it, but then your parents will not understand you. • But one day he will do it. • Jasper loves you very much. • And you love him very much. • By the way, your parents were surprised that you were together, because they knew Dr. Cullen, but they quickly accepted Jasper as your boyfriend. He just won them over with his manners and attitude towards you. • Often tickles you. "Means old, right? Mmm?.." "Jasper, really. Okay, let go, stop, that's enough!.. I give up!" you put your hands up, choking with laughter. He smiled and kissed you. • He is your personal sun. • Jasper likes to hug you from behind. He is generally very tactile and loves hugs, small inconspicuous touches and just holding your hand. • You also adore holding hands (especially nice when it's Jasper, because he's a vampire and his hands are always cold, like yours and your hands will never get hot or cold, they will always remain the same temperature) and often kiss him. • You don't need to shout about your happiness, you just quietly and peacefully enjoy every minute spent together. • One day, when you ask, Jasper will tell you the story of his journey. One day you will hate Maria for what she put Jasper through alone, but you will also always be grateful to her for turning him once, because only thanks to this he appeared in your life. • In the meantime, you just live here and now and don't rush anywhere. You have nowhere to hurry. You still have an eternity ahead of you together.