I wish I had said you about my love

      I regret about almost everything: regret about my wedding, regret about that day, when I left our band and regret about leaving you alone. But most of all, I regret that I did not tell you about my feelings to you.       I don't know, when I managed to fall in love. May be, when you sat next to me at desk and read a book instead of a boring lesson. May be, when you ran into my room waving a piece of paper with text of your song on it. May be, when we firstly meet together. It doesn't matter. What matters is that I fell in love with you, as people say, head over heels. All time I was thinking about you: about your face, your smile, your incredibly beautiful eyes and about your crazy ideas.       When you was singing at our concerts, I enjoyed your voice, to the point that I forgot to join on time. After that you scolded me for messing up. And I didn't say anything because I didn't want to tell you what was happening to me. I regret about it. I think, if I had told you then, you would have understand me. But then I had thought, that you would have told me to f*ck off.       I still haven't told you about my fillings... But it would be worth it... Too late... I've been trying to suppress it for too long... Now I just want to cry, scream, get to you, shouting over the line of eternity. In In one In one momentIn one You were always so close, but at one point you turned out to be so far away that the thread of fate that binds us, crushed, squeezed my heart to the point of pain, leaving a bloodstain from it. I wish, I had sad you about my love, Misha...