Broken without your love

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There was silence in the class. Chemistry test exam scores will be announced soon. Literally every student showed excitement, and our main character is one of them. If she fails this exam, her father will again be unhappy with her. He will be disappointed and will again look at you as a nonentity. Indeed, it is very painful to see disappointment and irritation on the face of a loved one This hits straight to the heart. But many of her classmates were subjected to physical violence, which cannot be said about her. Although, at times she thinks that her father is close to using force. The teacher entered the class, the degree of excitement increased sharply, although much more. – Good afternoon, students.Your exam results arrived today. I’ll say right away that there are individuals who disappointed me. – The teacher glanced at me briefly, and I understood everything. I failed.I didn't do enough, I didn't spend enough time studying, I didn't spend enough energy. – Now I will go through the rows and distribute your results. Also, you can see next to the result “a place for the parent’s signature”. Tomorrow bring it back to me with your parent's signature. – The teacher came up to me and gave me the file. Exhaling sharply, I looked at the paper. Suddenly my eyes filled with tears, only 76%, that's no more ,,D,,. – I thought you were capable of more Miss Holmes, I thought you could write 95-100%. Apparently I was wrong about you.

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The call from class. The girl runs as fast as she can, The call from class. The girl runs as fast as she can, knocking over passing children and teachers. The latter look puzzled and reproachful. But she doesn’t care anymore, she cares about what will happen today. If father comes home. A girl of about 12 years old was crying quietly in the toilet. The children don't pay attention to her, for which she is grateful. In her situation, the only thing missing is laughter from her peers. She is tormented by obsessive thoughts: She is not worthy of her father’s attention, she is a complete disappointment, her father’s big mistake, she is not smart enough to see his smile and hear his praise. She was disappointed in her abilities and intelligence.