Conclusion
December 2, 2023 at 5:11 PM
A couple of years have passed since that day. Masha married boy friend from music school Emil Kurbatov and lives in the neighboring district. They have a joint business, they have made a couple of children in a happy life together. And Ulyana has successfully graduated from the theater college and now goes on tour all over the country. Most often she performs the Shakespeare’s plays, namely, she portrays the role of Juliet. Besides, she has also recently settled down with the hairstylist of a prompter Mikhail Zakharchenko, Masha’s ex-boyfriend.
Fate has deprived Pasha of a spouse. He barely finished school and moved to a low-grade art school in the north of Moscow. With the beginning of a new life, nightmares began to haunt him. Especially terrible of them was sleep paralysis, when the soul left his mind to 'the mercy of fate' and traveled to some astral worlds. Sometimes even infernal succubuses visited him, torturing the poor guy in a dream to a broken state all day in reality. In addition, the constant feeling of inexplicable anxiety and devouringly devastating shame for the vice Pasha had committed in the past didn’t leave him for one day.
Due to constant lack of sleep and excessive stress, poor young man turned to the psychologist. He revealed signs of an anxiety disorder in him and gave Pasha a referral to the psychiatrist. At this much more serious link in the medical line, psychiatric examination revealed three types of schizophrenia at once — slow progressive, catatonic and mosaic. Several years of uninterrupted droppers in a nervous dispensary calmed his physical ailments a little, but 'the salt on the wound' continued to poison Pasha’s soul even more bitterly. For he still didn’t understand what made him plunge into the abyss of incest at that unfortunate moment, and not follow the path of chastity. The yellowbelly was fully aware of his actions, and apart from the thought that these were the tricks of evil unclean forces, he couldn’t think.
Ulyana still communicates with him and (what is extremely strange) already remembers almost nothing about this case. But it was she who left such an unforgettable and such a murderous imprint on his soul. But it was from that moment that Pasha realized that he would never love any woman on earth as well as her. Until his last breath, 'til his eyes close, 'til the corporeal shell does decay, and 'til the sinful soul will be at the Last Judgment, severe but fair one, he will always be with her. At least mentally. Until the end of his days…
