I'm your photographer

- Osamu, promise me that you will look at what is written on this flash drive after my death, - Chuya said with a serious face, handing Dazai a small device. - but not before. - Chuya, what are you doing? Which one will I die?You're in the prime of your life! Osamu shouted cheerfully, patting the redhead's hair. - don't even think about it! - Fucking Dazai! I'm telling you seriously! - Come on, I promise) - Are you sure you're going to do this? - That's right, die quietly *** The man takes a USB flash drive out of his pocket and frantically inserts it into his laptop. My cheeks are burning, and tears, red-hot like flames, slowly flow down my cheeks, falling on the keyboard.Inside, everything is torn from mental pain.The pain is so severe that I want to tear my hair out and fight in hysterics.And this is the pain that will not get rid of, it will remain in the soul forever. With a jerk of his hand, the brown-haired man wipes the already cooled tears from his cheeks, takes a deep breath and looks at the laptop screen with impatience, waiting for the contents of the precious flash drive to download. The window with two folders lights up almost instantly. And they were named like this: "Read this first," "For your memory." Opening the first folder, Osamu caught sight of a large text addressed to him. "If you're reading this letter, then I'm probably already dead. Isn't it ironic? You always wanted to die so badly, but alas, I did it first.Tell me, is it really idiotic?) And you're probably crying now, aren't you? I would really like to see it, but alas, not fate. By the way, remember yourself, tears and sadness don't suit you, it's better to smile more often. Did you know that you are so beautiful that you can't look away? You're so beautiful.. It's a pity I didn't admit this to you during my lifetime... I'm sorry for this set of words, I'm so overwhelmed with emotions that I can't even connect two words. And I want to apologize to you for everything I did wrong. For all the assaults and fights. Now I really want everything to be good in your life. Live Osamu, and benefit people. I have a little surprise for you in the next folder, look at it. I love you, forever your Feeling" Something jumped in my heart, it became difficult to breathe and tears involuntarily poured out of my eyes. - Feeling it..,- the guy mumbled trying to calm down.- why am I such a slob.. Without wasting a minute, still bursting into tears, he opened the second folder. He was completely defeated. There are more than a hundred photos of him. All are made of suspenders, but so beautifully crafted. Chuya seems to have been doing it for several years. And I loved him just as much. "I love you too, Chuya.." Dazai will keep this flash drive forever. This is his most precious possession. The last piece of his Chewie. His secret photographer.