Not alone, Yen

      What’s happened to us? How did we get this way?       You said that it's all you have left. You. My brave lost soul. My little girl with the amazing violet eyes.       You said that you're nothing. But I don't believe you. I don’t believe your words.       My failure is to afford you to let out your power. It has devastated you to your core. And I don't know how to help you now. It's my mistake.       «Because it's all I have left». It isn't true, because I'm here. Tissaia de Vries, your teacher and soulmate. You have me, Yennefer.       Recently I have felt despair and emptiness. My soul was like a burning decaying candle. A lot of pain overwhelmed and suffocated me. I was so scared and lost that no one could save me. And I didn't want this.       How? How did we get this way?       I was standing in front of you. Only silence kept pushing to my ears and I was thinking that I’m hearing your trembling heart. So quietly. It's immeasurably devastating, isn't it? At that moment I wanted to take your hands and said that you’re my world. I always loved you and I can’t imagine life without you.       What’s happened? Your eyes strayed round the room. You didn’t wish to hear me because you felt a storm of mixed emotions. Concerned eyes scared me. Your soul’s emptiness is in a crowded room. You are full and empty at the same time.       Yennefer! Look at me now. Look how I love you. We shouldn't have met each other in this life, but it happened. And we have to stand the test of the time.       My little brave girl with worried eyes. I assume in the future we will be happy, and will be together but not now.       Give me your hand and I’ll show you that you're not alone. That you aren’t nothing.