That's enough! Belay!

I’m ashamed to drink “Blazer” instead of tea, I’m ashamed of the cigarette smoke Sit, burning in the warmth of your hand. Jesus Christ! How can I cool down at this point?! I’m ashamed to see the tears In the eyes colored by the player, Grow your own, cherish your dreams. And you’re tired, and you’re tired… That’s enough! Belay! There is still strength Heal what hurts. Tears are gone from the cheeks. I can’t tell you how much more mature you are: You`ve sipped my whole life, I just take a sip. It’s hard when there’s no heat The one who could warm you recently. I, nodding frostbitten, Want to be close. I’m with you! You know everything I’m hiding To give you peace now. That’s enough! Belay! I became brave To reduce the “hurt” Just to zero. We are not in childish concerns. Anorexic wallet The two of us are driven to work. A flow of contradictory feelings At the end he said one thing: we can do it. “Are we going to be okay?” — “Yes” — I touch your skin gently, Where is the neck, vertebra, shoulder. That’s enough! Belay! I’ll hug you. Let it be in the palm of your hand again The hand is warm.