Father can't love

It was a very ordinary evening. Shinji sat and thought. - why is that? why with me..? and burst into tears. Shinji wanted hugs from his birth mother, but he couldn't feel them. It was a very ordinary evening. Shinji sat and thought, "Why is that why and with me?" Shinji burst into tears. I wanted hugs from my own mother, but I couldn't feel them. After that, Shinji was just cooking himself a meal when suddenly the door opened. Shinji said: - Misato? The father came up and said: - son, do you have a minute? Shinji said, "Yes.. Gendo sat down at the table and said: - how are you Shinji...? Shinji replied: - yes, it's so good, - his son replied. Gendo took off his glasses and said, "Could you get up?" Shinji stood up. Gendo walked up to Shinji and started unbuttoning his shirt. - Father?.. - yes son? Gendo Ikari sat Shinji on his lap. Gendo was saying "relax." My father got up. Then there was the sound of an unbuttoned fly. Genda sat his son on a dick. There were tears in Shinji's eyes, memories of his father, complete despair was going on in his thoughts.