will i be alright?

hospital. dark skinned guy was laying on the pure white hospital bed. his heart was slowing down with each second. his heart skipped one beat, another… juice wrld was pronounced dead. ~~~ “where am i?” jarad said as he opened his dark-brown eyes. he looked around. it was like an ordinary street. that’s… strange. juice remembers plane, police outside the plane, pills and growing pain. ok. let’s just say that he was still alive after it all. so why he isn’t at police station still? he has just brought drugs inside a plane. strange. too strange. jarad decided to walk around and watch, where is he. people, who walked past him, were pale like if they were… dead? and… wait, are they having wings?! “where the fuck am i…” rapper whispered in pure misunderstanding. “you died” someone suddenly said from the back. this voice is like… familiar? juice turned around and freezed. jarad’s eyes widened as he seen the guy with blue dreads, dark skin and white wings. no doubt, it was x. jah upped his eyebrows a bit in surprise. “well, didn’t expect you will pass away so soon” said the older rapper. “pass away?…” this information was too much for younger rapper. “w-wait what?…” “you get it right” jahseh nodded. “oh…” jarad sighed “nothing is permanent. it had to happen someday… btw, x is this really you?” “yeah” jah nodded again “x or young dagger dick” then they both laughed. “you silly” juice smiled. “so, how did you passed away?” x asked. younger was about to say something, but older started to say first. “no-no-no. don’t say, i’ll guess. overdose?” “is it too predictable?” jarad sighed. “to be honest? yeah” jahseh answered. ~~~ after a while they were sitting on empty basketball court, sitting on the ground. they were eating snacks together and telling the stories about their lives. they were laughing at moments that they thought were funny. “all girls are the same, jah” juice said, when x said about another hoe from his past life. “stop that sad shit brooo” onfroy stroked his half-black half-orange dreads. surprisingly, but higgins smiled shyly. he would blush, if he can. why is jah so cute and kind? maybe he hasn’t seen him for a long time. or… x looked at sun, that was going down, leaving pink, orange and red marks after itself. “jare?” he asked, still looking at the sun. “yeah?” “have you ever… kissed a boy?” jah was really awkward to say that. this question was strange by jarad, but he didn’t mind it. “no, why would i? i’m straight” younger shrugged. older pushed his knees against his chest and laid his head down on the knees, looking at the sunset. the sun was reflecting on his dark-brown eyes. “which orientation are you?” jarad asked suddenly. jahseh looked around. “you won’t tell anyone, will you?” he asked quietly. “i swear to lucid dreams!” the younger rapper said. sounds funny, but he said it absolutely seriously. older pulled closer to his face, making him embarrassed. “i’m bi, to be honest…” juice’s eyes widened. “you… are?” “yeah…” x looked at the sun again, cuddling jarad with his wing. “uhm… jah, your wing…” jarad said embarrassed. “it was meant to be” jahseh answered calmly, cuddling him closer. they were both looking at the sun. jarad felt very comfortable with jahseh. why? he was just his friend, and jare is straight… juice felt a kiss on his forehead. it was x, of course. younger rapper looked at him surprised and a bit confused. the older just smiled softly and continued to look at the sunset, holding his “friend” with his pure white wing. “never mind, jare, never mind” he whispered.