Did you save your lips for me?

Maybe it's stupid. Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm not worthy of his attention. Maybe he was already busy with someone and didn’t know how to confess his love to Sasha. What if it’s not mutual?! What if he’s into girls?! What if he doesn’t want to communicate with me anymore?! There was empty silence in Roman's apartment. And only Roma, with bruises under his eyes, cutting his veins, screamed in pain and writhed like a log. Many people came to him to help. But... He simply ignored it. And Sasha alone did not come to Roman because he lives in St. Petersburg. Here's a call Hello S-Alo? Dr.K-Hello! Alexander! Please help, this is very important!!! S-Did something happen?! Dr.K-Yes! You know such a person named Roman Paramonov. And at that moment Sasha’s heart began to pound. Everything was shrinking. He wanted to cry.. He... He didn’t notice how he started crying.. Dr.K-Well, tell me, do you know?! S-Yes yes! What about him? Dr.K-He hasn’t been out for 2 months now. And it doesn’t give signs for life. All his friends and even relatives had already arrived. And he ignores... Help please, we want to get our friend back... S-I will do everything so that he listens to me... Dr.K-We hope for the best... Sasha’s eyes are open. Unnoticed. And very quickly... Sasha also loves Roman. And... Roma was not Sasha's very first friend... But... He was Sasha's very best friend. But when Sasha woke up from a 15-minute depression, he went to pack his things for the flight to Moscow. Registered a ticket. Already got ready and... I was waiting for tomorrow with my things... Sasha's thoughts were on their own. He thought *Where are you now.. Who are you with now? Are you feeling bad... And... Why.... * It’s as if he’s talking to Roman through a connection... But... No one hears him. The day of departure arrived. Sasha jumped up at 5 o’clock in the morning.