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November 14, 2023 at 4:00 PM
Unconsciously, but still, we are moving towards losing ourselves.
It seems that Hwan recently rejoiced at his first date with Seungmin, their marriage, enjoyed his first sex, and now he sits and doesn’t know what’s happening. Somewhere the younger one is screaming, but the older one doesn’t hear anything. Why is he fighting?
Hwang Hyunjin started using drugs after graduating from university. It seems like I just tried it and then continued.
2 years after they started dating and a year after their marriage. Hwan promised Seungmin not to use again, and he never stopped using it after their wedding, but two months after withdrawal he couldn’t stand it. He went somewhere secretly at night, injected drugs, telling the younger one that the doctors prescribed it for him. And today Seungmin saw a bag with the inscription heroin in Hyunjin’s hands. Today the eldest took more than his dose and everything was blurry before his eyes. Where is he? Who is he? Who is this guy? He couldn't even answer these questions.
- Why are you yelling, Seungmin?
- I'm yelling because you can't hear me! I don’t know how else to explain it to you, you’re acting like a crazy person. You're just crazy, you're always imagining something
- Yes, you’re the one making me crazy!
“You just have a sick imagination, you’re always under something, you’re constantly paranoid!”
- Am I paranoid? Yes, take care of yourself! Behind your fucking words.
“You’re not surrounded by normal people!” I also went crazy next to you! “I don’t trust you anymore, no, never, never again,” Seungmin screams in hysterics, bursting into tears and giving ringing slaps to Hwan, now he can no longer feel his cheek.
- Stop it, honey, please, it hurts.
- You know how much it hurts me! Do you at least feel something, huh?
Hyunjin looks at him with misty eyes. Tears flowed down her cheek, burning her. It hurt, but it wasn’t the cheek that hurt, but the elder’s soul. He was silent and could not answer. Yes, even if he tries, nothing will work, the words will turn into a bunch of vowels and consonants and no one will understand anything.
- Don’t be silent, lie, but say something! — Seungmin is hysterical and walking nervously around the apartment, the neighbors are already knocking on the radiator, indicating that it is very loud.
Hwan tries to answer, but comes out wheezing. The last thing he wanted to say was “I love you,” but he didn’t even have time to say that, his heart stopped beating completely.
Hwang died and Seungmin's soul escaped from him and left the future drug addict unconscious.