Four lives and 10+ strange personalities

Morning. The long-awaited morning. Now no one will touch me for sure. Maybe. Stop! I fell asleep in the car and woke up in the house. Who carried it? Uchiha or what? After yesterday’s or today’s conversation? If so, then these Uchihas cannot be understood. What is he, what is Madara, Itachi, Sasuke, and others. A strange clan, to put it briefly. But seriously… Has everyone disappeared or will someone stay here for a day? Having looked through all the bins of my home, I did not find any of the souls of “Dawn”. We’re back. This is certainly good. But it’s just somehow empty… Everything became exactly the same as before. Peace and quiet, no one bothers you. What happened these relatively few weeks? : -Swearing and fighting with Hidan -Life in the garage -Deidara’s training - Absenteeism from college -Small communication with Obito -Several reports, i.e. Nagato meetings It was fun with them. Like in childhood, which ended at age 7. Twelve years ago… Twelve years in darkness, or rather ten. Return to normal life for a week. Isn’t it a dream? A momentary moment. Beautiful and unique, like an explosion… Communication with Deidara had an effect. He would appreciate it… He would still appreciate it, hmm. I had the habit of grunting before, only at the beginning of my words. I once, by chance, started to speak, but there was no sound. So a habit has developed. Now I’m remaking it and practically don’t use it. What are you doing to me? Now they are gone, there is no point in living… All that remains is to wait for death. But still, why did he suddenly ask about caring? If you add up all my dreams and my attitude, then this is what deja vu is like… Obito — in my dreams he reciprocates my feelings, I hunt for him. In general, he is like an enemy to me and at the same time not. Deidara — this is difficult. Several times I saw him as a child in my dreams, and he didn’t behave like a guy towards me. More like a friend and partner nothing more. And if about everyone Akatsuki in dreams. If you look at it this way, I have a good relationship with everyone. You just need to find your own approach for everyone. And how can I not remember about my list! Obito, Deidara, Hidan, Kakuzu and Madara. We’ve dealt with the first two, but what about the rest? 1) Hidan — After our close communication, we can say that we are from the same area, but with different views. 2) Kakuzu — He didn’t stay long, but in some ways the relationship with the demolitionist may have been similar. 3) Madara — What a blessing that he wasn’t here! I couldn’t stand his company so calmly. This empty, cold look. You look and you want to fall through the ground! Well, if you look at it in terms of my relationship to him, I would call them teacher-student. Whatever he is, I want to be like him. What if we compare? I remind him a little, sort of… It’s a pity that we are from different worlds and I can only see them in dreams… Dreams. What were they all about? Why did I see myself in the role of V? A killer and a great manipulator? I’m tormented by a question right now. Off topic, of course, but still… How do they sense chakra? I have a feeling of warmth in my spine, which spreads throughout my back, neck, head and right arm. How are they doing? Same or different? If also, then maybe I’m from their world, but I can’t return? So many questions, but zero answers… What a worthless life in this world… Where is the place you call home, Tanomi Masukaru?