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The week flew by unnoticed, and now the weekend has come. Children were walking in the yard, grandmothers were talking about something on a bench at the entrance, looking disapprovingly at people. They probably would have looked at Dazai like that too, because he has a thick layer of bandages on him, and not even everything is visible. Osamu just sat in his room and bandaged his arm, because in the morning he received a not weak tirade for a deuce in mathematics. He approached Doppo and asked for an additional task to correct the grade. He knew that if he didn't fix it, he would be beaten up. But he didn't want to waste time on it, his day is scheduled by the minute. No, seconds. And here is the result: a cut with a kitchen knife on his hand from his father, a lecture from his mother and a bruise on his cheek from the bedside table that his father pushed him on. Perhaps Osamu should have gone for a walk, but only with whom? He doesn't have any friends, and even if he did, he wouldn't go, he doesn't know what to talk about with them. He used to have a friend, if you can call him that. They often quarreled, and in general they had very different interests.***
|five years ago| Dazai was just sitting and drawing something in a notebook when someone came up... — Hi, — said a boy of about eleven. — Hi, — the brown-haired man answered him, still not looking at the interlocutor. — You're Dazai, right? — Chuya asked, — I'm Nakahara, let's be friends? — Yes, it's me ... well, if you want, then let's ... — the brown-haired man said in a slight shock, turning to face the interlocutor, he was offered to be friends for the first time. — Hooray, now we are friends! The red-haired boy shouted joyfully. Dazai only smiled slightly at this. So they were friends, quarreled and reconciled for two more years. But at some point they quarreled so that no one wanted to reconcile. — You don't understand anything! — I don't understand this!? Yes, I'm three times smarter than you! — And you're also shorter than me, and in general, don't come near me anymore! You and I will never be friends again! Do you hear? N-E-V-E-R!! Nakahara fell into a stupor. He used to say that, but now it was said to him... He quickly calmed down and left the classroom.***
|present| Dazai no longer bandaged his hand, he sat by the window, listened to criminal stories and drank tea. Instead of Dazai, Tachihara came to Nakahara. But emptiness came to Dazai to replace Chuya. No one wanted to communicate with him, he was an outcast. And he became like this because from the seventh-eighth grade, Chuya began to mock him. He tore up his notebooks, wrote "Dazai is a loser" on his desk, could smear a chair with chalk, take away glasses that were on him purely for fun, an accessory, so to speak, and in general could do much more. That's why they called him an outcast. The standard situation in all films. The nerd becomes an outcast, the bully mocks him, but after that either the bully falls in love with the nerd, or vice versa. Will we have such a situation? We'll see.....