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Karina Rein or Rina Rein known to the audience of movies, theater productions of the Soviet Union. A student of one of the best acting universities where she enjoyed her studies. Since childhood she had a talent to imitate everything, to portray emotions regardless of the real mood, in school she was and those girls who always performed at school skits. The era of childhood, the recovery of Russia from the revolution and civil war made itself felt. The idea of the communist way and glorification of the motherland was built in her head. But the childhood couple was not so happy, in the civil war her father died when her mother was pregnant with her, grew up in the middle among children, she did not pay any attention to the word, her mother praised the older, cared for the younger, but no one paid attention to her, until she did not do something wrong. And her mother didn't like her much, she was a problem for her, capricious, active, it was hard to shut her up. Because of this she often ran away from home, because she was not loved, she communicated mainly with children from the orphanage, from there she felt such support, sympathy, they had experienced the same thing as she did. Rina had a best friend Alena, her parents were shot for treason, although her parents were communists. Alena and her older brother were sent to an orphanage. Karina often slept overnight in the orphanage, together they watched some movies, the girls always wanted to become those involved in the shooting of the next masterpiece. They were inspired by movies, they were the ones who extracted the most morals. During her adolescent reticence, Rina was depressed, she took the words of her mother hard and pressured her more and more. She was the happiest person in public, but at night she choked on her own tears. She felt like a nobody, a complete nonentity and a disgrace to the USSR. Rina did a lot of good things and it was hard to call her a bad person at all. Only Alena knew about her sufferings and experiences, trying to comfort, to release the heartache that screamed inside her resorted to "lesbian" methods; kisses, touches on the knees, were friendly than love. And lesbians and hard to call lesbians. At night Karina liked to gaze at the sky, at the stars, at the tranquility. The feeling that she was in paradise, falling asleep on rustling, soft, cold grass, where in dreams she saw her father, the one who cared about her daughter, in dreams sympathized with what was happening to her. The morning dew had already awakened our heroine, waking up she felt the fresh smell of moisture, the cold morning immediately froze. Her eyes could not see anything in the fog, except that blood was coming out of her wounds again, the grass was cutting. These meetings with her father were on Saturdays, once a week, when she could relax and weep in peace. Now in life Rina Rein her in all her glory, childhood, Komsomol years were for her something as a part of remembered which slowly killed her morally, and made her hate herself and the whole world, but having coped with it she does not feel such a lump in her soul. 22.06.1941 Walking down the street with Alena she heard an announcement. Today June 22, exactly at 4 o'clock, without a declaration of war, Germany attacked the borders of the Soviet Union. The news quickly spread across the vast country. Karina took it rather painfully, because how? Nobody expected from the Krauts, they promised not to attack the USSR. Damn traitors, I'll tear you to pieces, damned Germans. Alena tried to calm down. - I know how to teach those fascists a lesson. -Rina said in a very crazy tone. -We'll kick them on the battlefield, they will pay for their atrocities, stupid puppets of Hitler. -There was an offer to join the troops. -Rin, you realize we'll probably die, it's not a movie, nobody comes back to life. It's just Russian roulette, yes we can send humanitarian aid, be a correspondent on the battlefield, medics. But there's still a chance of death. And every day it increases. -Alena tried to dissuade her friend, but Rina's resistance yielded results